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The Wedding.......Or Not

I straightened myself up holding back my tears. "did you seriously think I was gonna let you off the hook like that?" I said.

Xavier facial expression changed and he was very upset.

"but-" I cut him off, "I'm just kidding, of course I'll marry you idiot" he jumped up, put the ring on my finger and hugged me tightly. Then all of his friends came out from only god knows where cheering. He grabbed my face and kissed me. "I'm sorry about what I said earlier" he said. "its fine, I knew you'd come to your senses" I smiled then kissed him. I was happy to be in his arms and soon be married to him.

But I still didn't know his last name which was kind of sad since we were getting married. "Xavier what's your last name?" I asked thinking he would get mad at me. "Holt, so now you're Kyle Holt" he said happily

"I have one more thing that I wanna ask you" he said, "after our honeymoon, will you go away with me?". I stood there speech less, I really didn't know what to say, If I did I would be leaving my family behind, and if I didn't Xavier would be upset.

"I'll have to think about that" I said. "come on we can have our own house together and not have to worry about following rules and worrying about the world, it'll just be us" he looked me in the eyes. I sighed, "Ok, I'll go away with you". Xavier picked me up and slowly swung me around kissing me. I've never seen him so happy, all this time he's been hiding his true feelings for me.

All that was on my mind is...what will my father think.

I walked home and sat in the living room to talk to my father. "Brian?" I called. "what is it now?" he asked stressed out. "I'm getting married" I said. He didn't say anything, he just stared at me, and it looked like he was about to cry. "I'm really glad that you're growing up and being more mature but why now?" he asked.

"will it make you feel better if I told you it wasn't real marriage?" I said. "then what kind of marriage is it" he asked. "wolf marriage" I said. "that makes me feel way better" he said. I don't know if he was being sarcastic or not. "dad I'm moving away with him" I blurted out, but he didn't look upset.

"you called me dad" he said happily. "I want you to be there when I get married" I said. "okay, I'll go" he shook his head up and down smiling. "I'm sorry you're in a lot of stress", I said putting my hand on his, "it'll be alright". The phone rang from in the kitchen and my dad went to go answer it.

He came back in the room very upset. "dad what is it?" I said standing from the couch. "your mother's in the hospital" he said. "what? why?" I said like I was surprised. My mother did drugs for god's sake. "I don't know but we should really go see her" he said grabbing car keys from the wall. "no I can't my wedding's tomorrow" I yelled.

"what's more important? your wedding or your mother?" he asked. In a blink of an eye we were already on the plane. I stared out the window wondering how upset Xavier's gonna be that I wasn't going to be there on our wedding day. Everything had been a big mess lately and I couldn't handle everything at once, it was too much.

I fell asleep and my father woke me up shaking me. We caught a cab to the hospital only to find out that we were too late. My mother had died from lung cancer minutes before we arrived. I was upset but not that much, my mother didn't care about me, she cared about her drugs. Why didn't she just let my father take me so I didn't have to suffer everday of my life?

We basically came here for no reason because I wasn't going to her funeral even if someone forced me, which no one could, not even my father. Then it hit me right in the face.........my wedding. I hit my father in the shoulder multiple times trying to find my words,then they finally came out. "my wedding!!" I yelled."there's no plane going back home at this time we have to wait" he said.

I stood there very upset that I was actually going to miss my first wedding.

My father took us to a hotel and I sat on the couch and didn't talk to him the whole time. I gave him dirty looks when he walked passed me and put my middle finger up at him behind his back. it was kind of silly and caused me to chuckle a few times but when he turned to look at me my face turned straight.

Soon sleep took over my body and my father woke me up telling me we needed to catch our plane. We got into a taxi and he drove us to the airport. I was tired and I looked out the window of the plane thinking about Xavier. I couldn't go to sleep.

When we arrived I didn't even bother to go home, I went straight into the woods. When I got into the middle the woods were decorated lovely with flowers everywhere. And the pack house had a banner on it that said 'Congratulations Xavier and Kyle'. I looked at it and started to tear up.

Then I saw Xavier sitting on the steps dressed in a suit with a bouquet of flowers in his hands. His head was down and he was sobbing. I slowly walked over to him. "Xavier?" I said quietly. He sat silent for about 10 seconds. "you missed our wedding" he said looking at me. "I know I'm sorry my-" he cut me off. "I can't believe you missed our wedding!!" he screamed. Tears were rolling down his face. "I'm sor-" he cut me off again.

"sorry can't fix this!!" he yelled. I soon get tired of him yelling at me and cutting me off. "IM FUCKING SORRY OKAY!! MY FUCKING MOM JUST DIED AND I KEEP ACTING LIKE I DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT IT WHEN I REALLY DO. MY SISTER JUST RAN AWAY SOMEWHERE, MY FATHER IS STRESSED OUT OF HIS MIND AND I DONT EVEN KNOW WHAT MY STEP MOTHER THINKS ABOUT EVERYTHING. MY FAMILY IS FUCKED UP XAVIER AND YOU'RE NOT MAKING THINGS BETTER BY YELLING AT ME!!"

I had never yelled and cursed at Xavier like that before so he just stared at me in shock. Then he ran up to me and grabbed my face kissing me. "I'm so sorry" he whispered, "I just want you to be my wife that's all" he said sobbing. "Xavier I am your wife see I have the ring, we don't need to have a big ass wedding, we're married okay?" I said trying to cheer him up as he cried in my shoulder.

I grabbed his face making him look into my eyes, I had never seen him cry before. "we're married okay?" I said. He shook his head up and down and kissed me. "we're married", "always and forever?" he said.

"always and forever"

A/N: INCASE YOU'RE CONFUSED ABOUT THE TITLE I DIDNT WANT TO GIVE AWAY THAT KYLE SAID YES TO XAVIER SO THATS THE BEST I COULD COME UP WITH. ANYWHO WHICH TEAM ARE YOU ON #TEAMXAVIER OR #TEAMCONNOR? COMMENT

BTW XAVIER AND KYLE'S SHIP NAME IS XAVYLE THANKS TO MINA

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