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The Birth Of Carter

Connor POV

I managed to flip Viros who was on top of me, off of me and sent a few punches to his face before twisting his neck. By then Xavier and Kyle had already killed all of his guards. I ran over to Kyle who was on the ground screaming and tugging on Xavier's shirt. "we need to get her in the car" Xavier said trying to get her off the ground, but she refused. "no, I can't do it I have to have this baby" she screamed. "no I'm not letting you have my daughter in this filthy place" I said walking towards her. Every time I mention Carter being my daughter Xavier gives me a glare but I just smirk at him.

"Xavier, grab her legs" I order and we carried Kyle to the car. As we drove to the hospital Kyle kept screaming and telling me to pull over but I refuse to let her give birth to our baby anywhere but the hospital. Not that I have anything against it I mean Alex was born on their living room couch. When we entered the hospital the doctors immediately put Kyle in a wheel chair. She was having contractions and couldn't stop crying. I wanted to be by her side and hold her hand while she laid on the bed and cried but Xavier beat me to it.

"calm down baby its okay, breath" Xavier said and she eventually stopped crying but she was breathing very hard. "Ok Kyle, can you push for me?" the nurse asked. Kyle took a deep breath before pushing and I soon saw the baby's head. I turned my head and saw McKenzie standing outside. I gave her a smile before turning back to Kyle. The nurse kept telling Kyle to push a couple times before the baby was almost all the way out. "one more push" the nurse said, and Kyle gave one more push before my little princess was all the way out and crying her lungs out. I cut her umbilical cord and a doctor came and rinsed her off.

He wrapped her in a towel before handing her to Kyle. Xavier moved from by the bed for me to take his place. Kyle gave Carter a kiss on the forehead before handing her to me. I gently grabbed her, rocking her slowly in my arms as she sucked on a pink pacifier. She soon opened her light brown eyes, just like mine, and grasped my finger with her tiny hands. "daddy's here baby.....daddy's here" I smiled holding my baby girl in my arms for the first time. "what's the baby's name?" the nurse asked as she let McKenzie walk in. "Carter Gabrielle Wilson" I answered not taking my eyes off of her. I actually wanted to take her home first but I knew Kyle wouldn't let me, so I have to savor this moment I have with her now.

Kyle and McKenzie exchanged hello's before she walked over to me. "she's beautiful Connor" she said in awe. I was gonna say just like her mother but we all know why I didn't. I just shook my head in agreement. "aww she has your eyes" she said as Carter opened up her eyes. My baby is just as beautiful as her mother.

Kyle POV

I gave everyone a kiss goodbye before they left because visiting hours were over and I had to stay here for 4 days, Connor practically begged to stay because I wasn't gonna let him take Carter home first. As I was laying on the bed, Connor was holding Carter rocking her back and forth in his arms as she held onto his finger. Connor never really wants to let her out of his arms. She fascinates him. "alright Mr and Mrs Wilson?-" I cut her off. "oh no, we're not married" I said as she walked into the room with a clipboard. "oh" she said flashing a small but noticeable smile at Connor, but he didn't seem phased.

"it is time for Kyle to feed Carter" the nurse said. "I can feed her" Connor really doesn't want to let Carter go. "no silly she needs to breast feed her" I could clearly tell she was flirting with him which made me slightly upset for whatever reason. Connor mumbled an 'oh' and kissed Carter on the forehead before handing her to me. "I'll give you guys some privacy" the nurse smiled at Connor before leaving the room and I gave her a glare. "someone looks jealous" Connor smirked. "I am not jealous" I scoffed. He just shook his head. I removed my gown which left me in my bra.

I pulled out my left breast and placed the nipple into Carter's mouth. I could feel Connor's eyes on me, so I turned my head and gave him a glare and he laughed before getting up and walking around the room. After I finished feeding her, I put a towel on my shoulder and burped Carter. She gladly threw up on the towel and Connor placed her in the clear see-through bed to sleep. He walked over to me and sat down on the chair beside my bed. After a few minutes of awkward silence he began to speak.

"who would've thought we'd have Carter. I remember when we first met, and you were the new girl, so I wanted to be your friend because I thought you were pretty, and we'd make out in the janitors closet" he chuckled. "and you were dating that bimbo Brittany" I added. He laughed and looked down on the floor. "I was so devastated when I found out you were leaving, I was just getting use to you and then you had to leave" he said looking back into my eyes. "I wanted to fuck you so bad that day" he added. "Connor!" I yelled at him then hit him in the arm. "I'm just joking........but.......... I really do love you Kyle, even though I told you already, its true, and even though you're 'married' I'll still love you, and I'll never stop" he said with a smile.

He got up and walked over to Carter. "and daddy loves you too princess" he placed a kiss on her forehead and began to walk away but Carter started crying. He turned around and picked her up then made a nasty face. "looks like the little princess made an uh-oh" he said which made me laugh. He put her down on a changing table and began to change her. As I watched him change her I thought carefully to myself and realized: I do love Connor. I'm just too scared to admit it to him because I feel like he's gonna wanna be in a relationship with me.

But that's not the case at all. Connor cares so much about me and our daughter and I know deep down that he would do anything to keep us happy. He knows that I'm in a relationship and don't want anything to ruin it, yet he still confesses his love for me. It's not fair to him if I don't tell him I love him back when I really do. I'm sure he loves McKenzie, but at the end of the day he still tells me how much he'll always love me. Now its my turn. Connor put Carter's pacifier in her mouth before walking back over to me and sitting down in the chair. He rocked back and forth with her in his arms gently stroking her little bit of hair and placing kisses on her for head.

I sat up straight and took a deep breath. "Connor" I said getting his full attention. I swallowed then let the 3 incredibly words slip from my mouth. "I love you" I finally said. His eyes widened at first then a smile crept on his face. "I love you more" he winked and got up and leaned over to hand me Carter. As he leaned over he stayed there for a while and stared at me. He started to lean in a bit but stopped. "is it okay if I kissed you?" he asked with a pouty face. How could I possibly say no? I slowly shook my head as he leaned in and gave me a soft, long, and passionate kiss, realizing this would most likely be our last.

It was soon interrupted by Carter's cry. "I think she wants a kiss too" I said and Connor kissed Carter's forehead. "shhhh baby girl, mommy and daddy are right here" he said stroking her hair, which made her stop crying. Its like he had the magic touch or something. I don't regret having sex with Connor at all because if we hadn't, then our princess would've never been born. I can't believe I have two amazing children. Connor and I may love each other, but we probably wont become anymore than what we are. At least not while I'm still with Xavier. I would be stuck in this hospital for 3 more days but I'm glad I have Connor here with me. I love his company.

I love him..........

;) muahh