Chapter 6 Running

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I woke up. My stomach was killing me but my neck wasn't any better. I looked around and I was still on the ground. I sit up and I winced. I sighed and I get up and I groaned. I looked around and I walked over to the table and I noticed that my Morse code paper was still there and I sighed and I looked around and I grabbed the paper and I folded it up and I walked over to my bed and I glanced around knowing I was being watched and I hid it in my palm and I layed down and I put my face in the pillow and I put my hands under the pillow and I quickly slide the paper into the pillow cover. After a while I sit up against. Every movement hurt but I had to push through the pain. The door swings open. I turned my head quickly. It was Jan.

" Will you ever leave me alone." I say huffing.

" Not until your either brain washed or I break you." He says. " Also your dad only has one day left."

I growled." He will never respond." I tell him.

" Well we have a day to see but just a quick note either way we are going to brainwash you so we can get information." He smirked.

I get up to lunge at him but something with put against my head. It was cold and I could tell that it was a gun and I turned to face the person with the gun. It wasn't the Winter soldier it was a different person in all black. I glared at him and I pressed closer to the gun.
'nows my chance to run' i told myself.
I kicked him in the knee sending him to the ground I take him gun and I hit Jan over the head knocking him out. I take off running and I go the opposite way that I went last time. I ran and ran. I finally found a door and I went through there and I looked around. I could see a second set of doors and I hear the alarm going off. I ran out the doors and it was the outside.
'thank god' i continue to run I ran and ran I slide under the gate. I winced. I continue to run. I ran into the woods since I guess I was in the middle of nowhere. I ran through the woods. I could feel the thorns cutting me. I didn't stop I was so tired but I didn't stop. I kept glancing back that was my downfall. I tripped and I fell down a hill and I cut my arm and I think I twisted my ankle. I groaned and I get up and I limped away. I could here a bunch of footsteps coming my way. I found a hollowed out tree. I crawled in there and I heard footsteps walking past. I closed my eyes and I hugged my knees. I heard hard footsteps stop in front of me and I pressed my eyes together tighter. I knew who it was and I knew that I never had a chance against him. I heard him walk away. I let out our a sigh since I had been holding my breath. I waited a long time after I heard the footsteps go by. It was really quiet and it was starting to get dark. I guess I had better here for a while. After a while longer I started to climb out of the tree. I glanced around and didn't see anything. I climbed out fully and I started to stand up. I forgot how much my ankle hurt and I yelped in pain. I finally stood up and I limped away. I heard a branch crack and I turned around quickly but I didn't see anyone. I continue to walk away through the darkness but I had an itching that I was being followed. I started to walk as fast. I kept losing behind me but I couldn't see anything. It was just to dark I didn't even know where I was walking. All I knew is that I had to get away from this place as soon as possible.
I hear another crack from behind me. I clench my fist and I dig my nails into the palm of my hand and I continue. After a while I looked down at my hand and they were bloodied. I stopped moving I was done I just want it all to end. End me, end all this torment, end all this crap. I was so done.
" JUST SHOOT ME ALREADY" I yelled to the person who was following me.

" I can't do that" I hear a husky voice. I hadn't heard this voice behind and I looked around. To try and find the source of the voice.

" Why not!?" I say

" Because Jan isn't done with you yet." The voice had no emotion to it.

" Come out! Show your face. " I say. I turned in circles.

" Why" I hear the voice in front of me.

" Because I want to see who I'm up against if I have to fight to get away." I say trying to make my sound confident.

" I doubt you can get past me but if you want to try go ahead." I hear the voice coming closer and finally I can make out the shape of the person. The person was tall and I could see something glittering on my side. My eyes widened.

" N-no." I let out as my voice cracks. I take a step back and he follows me.

" W-why can't you just say that I got shot running o-or I feel and broke my neck." I say continuing to back up.

" I can't do that. Your just going to have to come with me." He says and I see a quick flash of regret in his eyes.
I could feel a stinging behind my eyes. I force back tears.

" Also your father did reply but he denied that he has a daughter.But Jan thinks otherwise" He says.

After hearing that I felt like breaking down. My dad didn't have to reply but he only did to say that he denied me as his daughter.

" Go away and leave me to just starve to death here. I can't go anywhere i don't want to go back to all the pain but I also don't have a reason to go home. " I say sitting down against a tree.
I loved my dad but if he denies me as his daughter then I don't need him as my dad and I don't care if he was trying to protect me he didn't need to respond. I was sad yet pissed.

" I can't leave you here. " He says and sighs. " your going to have to go back with me ." He says trying not to show any emotion. He also sounded a little confused why he even felt emotions.

I shake my head.'why am I even talking to him he was is the person that helped Jan hurt me.' I told myself but then the other side of me was saying something different that he cares about me and I felt bad for him. I knew I couldn't go back there. I need to stand up and I need to fight him. I felt two strong arms wrap around me and pick me up. I struggle and I start punching the best I could. He had me in bridal style. It felt awkward.

" I'm sorry." I hear him say then I felt a prick in my arm and my eyes went wide again. I felt my body starting to shut down and I punched him until I fell unconscious.
'Why did he apologize to me' it was the last thought that I had.
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A/N

Hey guys again!!
I hope your enjoying the story. I will have Bucky's POV soon so don't worry.
Enjoy--J

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