Torment ((Bucky Romance))

Chapter 7 It begins

   ( needle trigger Warning for this chapter)
     I woke up laying on someone hard and cold. I opened my eyes and I noticed that I was on a metal table. I looked around and I see Jan in the corner working with something. He looks over and sees me awake.
" Ah Amber your awake good because today is your first day of brainwashing. " He laughs.
  I looked at my arms and legs to see if I could run but I was tied. I fight against the restraints. I hear the door open and I see the Winter soldier. He looks at me and he looked away quickly. He walks over to Jan. They exchange some words in German then he walks out and Jan walks over to me. He was holding syringe.
" This will hurt a lot but it will be worth it. Well not for you but for me. " He says then he sticks the needle in my arm.
  It started working immediately . I closed my eyes as my head starts hurting and the pain rushes through my body. I held back a scream. I arched my back in pain and I hit my head against the metal table. My head was pounding I couldn't even think straight.
   Jan was just watching me. I groaned and I let out heavy and shaky breaths. I groaned. The pain started to subside but my thoughts were a little more different then usual. My thoughts were telling me that I need to fight but my other thought was I should give up instead of trying to get out. I pant and I looked at Jan.
" What did you put in me." I hissed at him.
" It first starts with changing your mind then we will wipe the memory of this place but you will remember your task to do and you will contact me. " He says. Why was he telling me all of this. I wondered.
" Time for the next injection. This one will change your mind a lot more then the first." He says.
   I tried to get away but he stuck me with the needle. He pulled out the needle and layed it on a table and watched me.
   I let out a whimper and I feel a rush of pain. It was more painful then the first one. I couldn't suppress the scream this time. The pain ran throughout my body. I shake and I closed my eyes trying to suppress another scream. I grunt and I arched my back and I fight against the restraints and I fall down in my back.
     I could feel the pain going from my head down to my chest and it spreads across my entire body. I clenched my fists and I closed my eyes tighter.
" AHH~~" another scream erupted from me.
   A while later the pain subsides and I pant. I was covered in sweat. I take heavy breaths and I opened my eyes. I watched Jan. He walked over and I whimpered trying to get away. He put his hand on my forehead.
" Only a couple more times then we will train you to kill. Then we release you when you have finished all of that. You won't remember anything about this place. You will know how to contact me and the Winter soldier will follow you to watch you but you won't know that." He tells me as he wipes the sweat from my forehead. I watched and I let out a small whimper.
" One more time then you can go back to your room for the rest of the day."
He walked back over and grabbed the other needle.
"N-no more " I say as a tear runs down the side of my face and I struggle against the restraints.
" It will be quick." He says. I just shake my head. He sticks in my arm and I yelp.
  I felt the pain rushes through my body again.
--\Bucky's POV/--
( It's when he first walks in )
  When I had walked in I see her laying on the table. The look in her eyes were complete fear. I looked away and walked over to Jan. I had asked him if I could stand watch outside. Not wanting to be in here to watch her.
   I didn't want to have emotions I'm not supposed to have any I don't know why I was feeling any around her. She was just a stupid girl who refused to tell us any information about her dad. Well maybe she didn't know what her dad did. Wait why the hell am I thinking this way.
   I walked out and I shut the door behind me and I stood away from the door and I leaned against the wall. I hear Jan talking to her and I hear the restraints thumping against the metal table.
   I didn't hear very much in the beginning then I hear hear groaning and a thump. Once things got quite again I hear her say something to Jan.
    I signed and I glanced down the hallway. I hear a scream erupt from the room and I stood straight up and I looked at the door. I felt like I needed to go in there and stop this but I couldn't. Why do I keep thinking about her. I shake my head and I hear her groaning in pain. I winced as another scream rips though the door.
  I used all of my energy not to rush in there to her. I know that there was more to come. I watched as scientists walked by me. I hear panting coming from the room and I knew it was her. I hear him talking to her. I heard her whimper and I felt pity for her. Why was I even feeling this. I'm not supposed to have feelings. I was so confused. I heard her yelp. I hear groaning then I hear a scream much louder then the rest.
   The lights flicker and I covered my ears. It was so loud. I closed my eyes. Finally the scream stopped and I opened the door and I see her laying there with her eyes closed. I looked at Jan. He was staring at her then he looks at me. His face is confused and happy.
" I don't think shes human but how." He says. " Take her to her room and tell me when she wakes up. " He say and walks away.
     I looked around and I noticed that a bunch of glass objects we're shattered. I finally walked over and I studied her. She was soaked in sweat. She looked like she was in pain.
'she looks like a human. Maybe her dad did something. I don't know why am I even thinking about her. ' I told myself and I unstrapped her and I picked her up.
   She was limp. I carried her to what they called her room. I layed her down on the bed. I looked at her for a bit longer then I walked out. I leaned against the wall and I wait for her to wake. My ears were still ringing from the scream.
     I started thinking about the other night and I had just realized that she had been limping. Why hadn't I noticed that. I walked down the hallway and I grabbed a bandage wrap and I walked back to her room and I walked in and I scanned the room and I walked over and I took her boot off and wrapped the ankle that she had hurt.
   I shake my head and I walked out. Why am I acting this way. I shut the door and I leaned against the wall and again I watched as scientists and soldiers walked by.
"I need to stop having feeling for her they will wipe you again."  I told myself trying to convince myself but it didn't really work. I signed and I leaned back against the wall again. I forced my mind to go blank. And now I just wait...
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A/N

Hey guys hope your enjoying and I hope you like the little twist in the story. 😏 Also I hope you liked Bucky's POV.

enjoy the story-J