Torment ((Bucky Romance))

Chapter 24 Flashbacks

I looked at him for a while not saying anything.

"What is it Amber?" He says watching me confused.

"I just wanted to know how your doing. And if you remember anything?"

He shakes his head. "Not much only bits and pieces"

I nodded giving him a small smile.

"How was your dad?"

"He uh he was good but he wants to see me and he can't. We don't know if we're being followed or not yet. "

Bucky nods looking into my eyes then glances down at my lips. I watched him. He looks kinda like a lost child but he had a wanting gleam in his eyes.

"What ?" I tilted my head as he snaps out of it and looks at my eyes again.

"Nothing I just remembered kissing you" he says glancing at my lips.

I laughed a little "you can kiss me if you want to" I say. Wanting to remember what we use to do. I only remember bits and pieces. I felt like a empty box needing to be filled.

He didn't hesitate when I told him he could kiss me and walks to me quickly. His soft pink lips crashed onto mine as he kissed me deeply. His arms immediately wrap around my waist.

I wrapped my arms around his neck and I slide my fingers into his hair. I played with his hair as we kissed passionately. He let out soft groans. I had a flash back over take me as i closed my eyes

~~~~Flashback~~~~
After a while I hear a tap at the window and I jumped. I sat up quickly and looked at the window and I see.... Bucky. I get up quickly and I opened the window.
" Hey how are you doing" he asked.
"I'm doing fine. Anything bad going on"
"Not that I've seen. There has been a car though that has circled the block a couple times and the windows are tinted so I can't see in. So better be careful with that one" he puts a piece of my hair behind my ear as he speaks gently. I blush and look into his beautiful blue eyes. I felt like a teenager. He smelled like pine and mint. Once he stop talking he pecked my lips with his soft enchanting lips.
"I should go now" he say holding me.
"O-okay be careful Buck" I say half smiling
He kissed my hand and went back out through the window.
~~~~Flashback ends~~~~

I feel him pull me closer to him and he slides his hands down and I jumped wrapping my legs around him and I holds me secured. He kisses me passionately with his soft let's as I tugged his hair gently. He lets out more groans closes his eyes again pulling me closer.

He pulled away after a while later and we both panted a little. I opened my eyes and I watched his open his as I looked into his icy blue eyes. They were amazing. You could look so deep and probably never find a way out of them.

He smiled a bit and kisses my forehead gently. I can see the passion in his eyes. He remembers not all but a bit. I watched his as he out me down gently. I blushed slightly as I watched him.

"I'm gonna go take a shower" he said to me.

I nodded watching him go. I sat on the couch thinking about my flashback. Get up and I write a note to Bucky telling him that I went to go change my credit cards and get some hair cutting stuff and dye.

I set the note on the table and I left.

----Buckys P.O.V----

I got into the shower. The water wasn't warn but it was fine for me. I closed my eyes and I let myself go over everything I remembered. I also thought about the kiss and how she became distant between it then she became very passionate. The feeling of her plump lips against mine. Her soft skin even with a few scars. She was perfect.

Why was I thinking that I know I remember loving her but I still feel like I'm missing a huge chunk of me.

I got out after washing my hair and I changed into the clothes she bought. I walked out after tying my hair into a man bun.

I walked out and I looked around and I see a note on the table and I read it sighing. She had left to do stuff.
I sat on the couch thinking about what I could do to help her.

I thought for a while before I fell into a light sleep. I didn't realize how tired I was and how much lack of sleep and I had. But the main problem was....I fell into a nightmare where Amber and I were killing families. I could hear their screams and pleading but we didn't listen and we eliminated them.
I jolted away and I pant a little and I started to think. I wondered if she got nightmares too? I hate to say it but I bet she did. That's why she looked to tired this morning? Well I wasn't any different. I had woken up from a nightmare along but I stayed in the room so I didn't wake her. I woke up in a cold sweat and I panted.

I shake my head getting ride of the thoughts. I had to keep myself busy untill Amber came back. I know she wouldn't be gone to long because we didn't know if we were tracked and her hair was still white from her powers. I wondered if she was ever hurt be because of her own powers. I don't know but I don't want to barge in her life like that. Well time go get to work on