Torment ((Bucky Romance))

Chapter 13 The Dream

   I walked throughout town . I glanced around and I sighed. I felt like I was being followed but I usually felt that way so I just passed it by. I walked to work. Something felt off about the day but I didn't know what it was. When I arrived at work instead of all the kids running up to me and hugging me as their mom's got them unpacked they stayed tight to their moms. I watch and my brows nit together. The mom's didn't look at me and when they finished and stood up straight they looked at me and they put their kids behind them. I looked around and wondering what was scarring them so much. They slowly start to creep away with their kids. I heard a gun go off and I watched in horror as the mom's dropped dead on the floor. They had a gun shot hole on their head. The kids started to scream and cry. I watch as the kids fell down dead as a gun goes off. The last kid looked at me with pure terror written on her face. I felt like crying but I couldn't. I looked around to see where the shooter was. When I spotted a mirror and seen my reflection my eyes widened. I was in my Silver Screamer outfit with a gun in my hand. I had shot them all. I thrust down the gun and I run home. I had to get rid of this thing. I arrived home and I ran in tearing the outfit off.  Once I got it off I threw it out of the window. I washed my face and I changed. I called my dad.
" Hey Dad are you free today?" I asked him. I tried to control my voice so I didn't sound terrified.
" I can be why what's wrong?!?"
" Nothing I just wanted to hang out with you since it's been a long time since we just hung out with each other." I say. I looked around the room.
" Okay well how about I meet you at the park in thirty minutes" he says.
" Sounds great seen you there " I say smiling a little and I get up. I take a deep breath calming down.
" Okay I love you Ab" he says and hangs up. I put on my shoes and I walked. I got into the Jeep and I drive to the park knowing it will take me twenty minutes to get there.
  Once I got there parked my car and I turned it off. I walked to a bench near the river. I watched the water run. I felt a hand in my shoulder and I jumped. I take a deep breath. I seen it was my dad.
" Hey you okay?!?" He asked seeing me.
" Yes just a little spooked" I sit back down and he sits down next to me.
" So how's my  amazing daughter today?" He asked smiling.
" I'm great " I lied I wasn't great I was terrified.
" That's good so what do you want to do today" he asked me.
" I don't know just hang out with you. "
" Okay well we could go to a movie then to a restaurant" he says smiling. We would do this every Wednesday. I smiled.
" Sounds great"
   When we arrived at the movie theater we went in and my dad and I argued about who was going to buy the tickets. He tickled me and he gave his card as he tickled me.
" Not fair I'm old enough to pay" I say pouting. When he finished paying tickets to go see ' every day'
" Yeah but your still my baby girl so I'm always going to spoil you." He says. I laughed and I kiss his cheek.
" I love you Dad " I say and we went into the theater.
       ---\time skipping till supper/---
We got to the restaurant and I looked around it was the same restaurant we always went to. I loved how simple my dad was with these things. My dad had told me that this is where he and Mom went on there first date. I smiled and we went to a booth. I looked around. It was a older styled restaurant with neon lights and red booths made with leather. I loved this place. We ordered our regulars. Me french fries with a milkshake and my dad a cheeseburger. I smiled and I looked out the window and I see a motorcycle going by and I see the glint of a metal arm. I turned quickly back to my dad. His eyes were on something in the corner. I looked at when he was looking at it was a TV and on the TV was the school I work at.
" Hello this is News anchor Charles and I'm here at the site where 9 kids and there mom's we're killed. Just 3 hours ago these poor kids were killed no one knows who........." I stopped listening. I looked at my dad and he slowly looked at me. I felt like crying.
" What happened" he asked me.
" I don't know "
" Amber what happened we're you at school today and if you were why didn't you call the cops!!" He says looking at me. I didn't reply for a while.
" I don't know okay! I arrived I  normally do and the kids looked terrified. I-it was so fast they just died. The last look I got was from a little girl named Grace. I loved them all!" I say on the verge of tears.
" Who shot them Amber" he puts his hands on my shoulders.
I shake my head and tears run down my face. I looked into his eyes.
" I-i did. " I say in a really quiet voice.
" Amber say that again. I couldn't hear you." He says.
" I did. I shot them all of the kids I love. I killed them. I didn't mean to. I don't know how it happened." I let out a sob. He takes his hands off me.
" I'm going to call the cops" he says.
" Don't" I say looking at him quickly. I had stopped crying.
" Amber I have to" He grabbed his phone out of his pocket. I pulled up a gun. I don't know how I got it but I had it. BAM BAM. Two shots came out. My dad dropped his phone and fell against the booth with two bullets wounds in his chest. I gasped and dropped the gun. I ran out. I looked back and I seen everyone screaming and grabbing their phones to call 911. I ran back to my apartment. What had I done. I shot my father. Everyone I loved I killed. I knew one way of stopping myself. I walked out of the apartment. The building had been surrounded by cops. I walked towards them as they screamed at me to get down. I continued to walk until I felt a sharp pain go through me and j fall to the ground. Cops surrounded me.
" Thank you " I say weakly. I watched as my vision goes black.

     I bolt upright. I panted and I looked around. I had waken up on a cold sweat. I look at the clock 1:36. I sighed and I get up. I go and I take a shower and as I take a shower I sit down and I sob. All the emotions from the dream really hurt me. When I finished and change into my exercise clothes.
    I run out of my apartment. I run down the road to calm myself. I would have to quit my job. I don't want to hurt the kids that I love. Even if I won't I still won't let a chance be there. I was going to have to find a different job. I hadn't realized that I was being followed until the person ran up next to me. I looked at him. It was the Winter soldier. I ran faster I couldn't see him right now and why is he out this early. He ran fast and caught up to me.
" Amber I need to talk to you. I know what your going through and it's not easy " he says. I slowed what he says this. Maybe I could give him a chance.
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A/N
hey guys. This chapter was hard for me to write with all the stuff going on in the world. I hope you enjoyed this chapter.
Love ya--J