Torment ((Bucky Romance))

Chapter 14 The Memories

   I stopped as he stops in front of me. I looked at him and I sighed. I didn't feel like talking right now. My heart was still racing from the dream and what I almost did.
    His hair was tired up into a bun and he had a black T-shirt and long sweatpants. How he got these clothes I have no idea but he looked good. I shake my head to stop thinking about it. I looked into his beautiful eyes.
'why do I keep doing this '
I blinked.
" Okay " I say.
" Walk with me" he says. I nodded and he glanced around and he walks away. I followed him not saying anything.
" Are you okay?" He asked me gently.
" Yeah I'm great I just woke up early and wanted to go for a jog " I say. He shakes his head.
" Don't lie to me I know what happens after you almost do something you will regret" he say looking down slightly at me. I looked down.
" Okay fine it was a bad dream"
" Do you want to tell me about it ". Not really I don't fully trust you yet." I say.
" I understand" he tells me.
            ---\time skip 2 hours/---
   We had been walking for a long time. We just talked and when we reached my apartment building again I was about to go in when he grabbed my arm gently.
" There is one thing I need to tell you that's important." He says.
"What is that ?"
" My name is James Barnes but you can call me Bucky. I just remembered as we were jogging." He says.
" Why didn't you remember you own name?!?"
" Because H.Y.D.R.A  wiped my memories." He says and let's go of my arm. I felt back for him honestly because I remember his screaming. After the memory passed a shiver ran down my spine.
" Do you want to come inside?" I asked.
" I shouldn't because I don't know if they are watching us " he says. I nodded in agreement.
" Okay well good bye Bucky" I say smiling a little.
" Good bye for now " he says walking away. " Also nice shirt " he says and I can sense the smirk in his voice. I blushed and I walked to my apartment.
    When I entered I looked around and sighed. I walked to my phone and I called up my work. I knew they wouldn't answer. The voicemail beeped.
" Hey it's Amber um I hate to say this but something has come up and i-im going to have to quit. I'm sorry " I hang up and I set my phone down. I felt awful about it. I loved the kids I take care off but I know I just couldn't put those kids and parents life in danger.
  I thought about the kids and my father. I sighed and I walked to my bed to see if I can sleep again. I thought about what Bucky and I talk about it had calmed me down and I smiled a little thinking about him.
     I closed my eyes and drifted off into a  dreamless sleep. When I woke up it was 8:30 .I sighed and layed in bed for a while. When I finally got up I put on sweat pants and a baggy shirt. I walked to the kitchen and see that I was left a voicemail. I turn it on.
" Hey Amber we are sorry to hear that you won't be coming to work again we will send you your last pay check. We will miss you deeply and we hope you are okay." It stopped.
  I noticed there was another voicemail and I turned it on also.
"Hey Amber. We are sorry to inform go that your father had been in a accident yesterday. He is fine and is healthy. We just wanted to call to let you know. He will be released today at 9:30. Have a good day."
    I erased it and I sank to the floor. I felt like crying but why it was my choice. I hugged my knees and I sat there for a while not saying anything or doing anything.
   I was hungry but I also didn't feel like eating. I finally got up and went to the fridge. I looked through it and I didn't want anything I knew what today's was going to be like.
     I sighed and I opened up the freezer and I grabbed a tub of ice cream. I grabbed a spoon and I walked to the couch. I sat down and decided to binge watch Supernatural or Teen Wolf but I decided to watch Beauty and the beast the TV series. I felt like it was odd that I picked it because I kinda felt like Cathrine and it was like Bucky was Vincent. I shake my head to stop the thoughts. I turned it on and I watched it.
             ---\time skip to 1:48/---
    I had finished two tubs of ice cream and 5 chocolate bars yeah I think I might have a problem. I turned the show off and I got up. I had to do something productive or I would crack. I thought for a moment then I decided that I should go to the park. I changed it to black t-shirt and some jeans with tennis shoes. I tied my hair up and I grabbed my keys and I walked to my car.
   Once I got in I started it up. I felt like I was being watched. I looked up to see a man maybe in is early thirties. I felt this pit in my stomach as I watched him look at me. He probably had just moved in. I shrug it off and I drive off.
   Once I finally reached the park I parked my car and I walked to the center of the park. I sat in the grass just looking around. I noticed two people walking towards me. They looked like a couple. They stopped maybe 30 feet away and they sat next to me. I felt like I was being watched and I glanced over at the couple and I seen the man quickly glance away. I got up and I walked away. I glanced back and I see then get up. I start to walk faster. I glanced back again and I seen then following me. I started jogging. I glanced back I see them closely following me. I ran and I accidentally ran into someone. I fall backwards and I feel them catch me.
" Silver Screamer it's time you come with us" I looked up quickly hearing a German accent.
" Over my dead body" I say. I punch him and he dropped me. I get up to run but he grabs my wrist.
" AMBER " I hear a ways to my right. I glanced over to see Bucky on his motorcycle. I kicked the guy in the knee and I punched him in the face running away. I ran to Bucky.
" Get on we gotta go" he says his voice filled with urgency. I get on behind him and I wrapped my arms around his waist. He takes off down the road and I see the "couple" and the man who had grabbed me running after us. They would never catch up. I hope...

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A/N
Hey guys hoped you liked this chapter sorry for all the emotional damage I did last chapter 😂.
I love you guys thanks for reading.
Love ya --J