Mirrors ◇ Joji x Reader

XI. Performance

I wrapped my arms around Joji's neck as I kissed him more passionately. His gestures matched mine as he backed me against the wall. After several seconds I could feel something pressing firmly against my thigh.

And I wanted it.

I moved my arms from his neck to under his shirt, caressing his body to arouse him further. He grunted in response as he moved his hand to grope my ass. Joji chuckled into my lips after I moaned into his.

"Somebody hasn't had a little treat in a while, huh?" He asked before moving his head to my neck and gently biting it.

"Oh fuck... I hate it when you tease me..."

I could feel his smirk on my skin as he reached his hand toward my underwear. He stopped right at the hem, looking into my eyes.

"Do you want to go further, (Y/N)?" He asked with deep care. It aroused me more, knowing that he cared so much.

I replied with only lust in mind, "Fuck me like the monster you are."

This made him lose his mind.

With that, he shoved his hand in,  rubbing his fingers against my lower half. My thighs trembled in reaction to the sensation.

"J-Joji..."

He smirked mischievously, licking his teeth as he slowly moved his hand away, just far enough to break contact, but just close enough for me to feel the heat from his fingers. I was frustrated and flustered with his games; he always did this to me.

"JOJI!" I begged, wrapping my fingers around his wrist in an attempt to force his hand back in.

He held back the urge to groan at my desperation, nibbling my earlobe before mumbling, "My sweet baby... you know you've got to earn me. Show Daddy how good you are for him..."

His words made me want to melt onto the floor.

He moved away, heading over to the bed and sitting provocatively so that I may perform for him. I bit my lip, following him to the bed and placing a gentle kiss where the tender spot was on his neck. He sighed in pleasure. I gradually moved my hands under his shirt, tenderly caressing his body as I lifted one knee to rest on the bed. With slight impatience, Joji grabbed my hips and lifted me, putting me over him so that I was straddling his hips. I gently grinded against his hard bulge, earning a grunt from him as I slowly removed his shirt.

"You're so good for me, (Y/N)..." He said in order to tell me that I've earned it.

He didn't need much this time around, he was impatient enough as it was.

He then moved up so that his body pushed mine against the bed, and he was on top. He stopped to admire me.

"I don't know if I should pleasure you or tease you... But you're so patient... and I love letting you take control..."

I wanted to be patient, to please him and make him realize his desires. But at this very moment, there was nothing I  wanted more than to feel him inside me. There was little else that was better than feeling physically one with him.

"Joji... I need you..."

I could see the love and lust combined in his eyes, what I usually saw when he thought little else than to have me enjoy our sex. He took me into his arms, kissing me passionately before he pulled my pants with the underwear. I did the same with his clothes.

A/N: If you haven't noted already THIS IS SMUT!!! THIS IS ALL THE CHAPTER HAS so if smut makes you uncomfortable sorry but this is the end of the chapter for you. I'll try to update soon.

(Regarding the smut) those of y'all who wear bras, binders, etc. assume that Joji takes it off with your shirt. Apply this for future smut in this book. Also, assume birth control. The dirt continues!!!

I marveled at Joji's now naked body. His strong arms, his gently chiseled abs, the intense amount our hair that trailed from his lower belly to the base of his cock, then continued onto his legs. But I didn't mind.

Speaking of his cock... without a second thought I leaned down, flicking my tongue against the tip. He let out a strong grunt.

"I'm too hard for this. I wanna be in you."

I looked up, too desperate to even blush as he reached for my shirt and pulled it off. Again he put his hands on my hips, lifting me up before slowly lowering me onto his cock as I used my hand to guide him inside of me.

I yelped at the initial pain I felt as the head pushed in. It had been a while and I needed time to adjust.  I could see in Joji's facial expression that he was using everything in his power to keep himself from fucking me into oblivion and hurting me further. He pushed slowly, patiently into me, groaning in both pleasure and desperation, while making sure I was comfortable.

He didn't move until I told him to. Joji moved ever so slowly, each thrust given with care so that I could adjust. It was agonizing for him, but nothing meant more to him than my pleasure and comfort.

When I told him I was ready, his eyes sparked. He began to pick up the pace, still looking into my eyes to see if I was okay. I wanted more.

"F-faster Daddy... and harder..."

He bit his lip as he gave it his all, breathing becoming frantic as he pounded me with all his strength. It drove me wild.

"Ohh yes, Joji! Fuck me there!" I cried as I felt Joji hit my spot hard with precision. I continued to scream dirty things as he pleasured me the best way he knew how.

"(Y/N)... oh fuck..." he returned his words to me.

We were both screaming messes as I ran my fingers through his hair, coaxing him to continue as he began to lose his momentum. He rested his head against my neck, kissing it tenderly as he thrusted rhythmically. He often did this to channel his self-will, since sex often tested his endurance.

After a couple of minutes I finally came close, "Just a little bit longer, please..."

Joji heaved a deep groan as he tightened his grip on my waist, pushing hard so that he could bring me over the edge. And he did. I cried out his name as I reached my high, the clutching of my walls enough for him to reach his as well. He continued to thrust sloppily to help ride out the orgasms, letting out a loud sigh before pulling out and laying back forcefully. He was completely winded.

My entrance oozed his cum as I fell on top of him in equal tire. Our eyes closed as I felt his hand rest on my back.

That was the best sex we've ever had.