Does anyone else just lie in bed at night and imagine scenarios that will never happen? I don't know what it is about night time but that's when my mind is fully awake.
I make dreams and set plans for myself- telling myself, "you will do better tomorrow" or "let's go for a jog in the morning".
when I fully know that none of this will come true and that i'm lying to myself.
sometimes I wish I could forever stay in the moments where I feel the most motivated and I feel the most like myself.
Sometimes I wish it was forever night time so I could dream and wish anything to life, so I could actually feel some sort of belonging in this word.
why is it that I don't have purpose?
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