To think it was 2016 when it happened
When my life started spiraling down
My life my happiness has all been pretend
You wonder why im always alone
Its because i cant understand
What i did to deserve the never ending pain
And now you know
That gaining happiness has been something i couldn't grasp
Gaining love is something I've only seen in fairy-tails
But every fairy-tail ends in blood
Ends in sorrow
But they dont show that
They give these little kids like me
False hope
They never show how true happiness once lost cannot be recovered
Im still looking threw that telescope
Still looking for the key i dropped
When i lost my love
And broke my heart
Still looking for the puzzle piece
That went missing after you were gone