Headphones
Cuz my thoughts keep ripping
Ripping out every piece of hope i had left
Headphones are my way of escaping
Escaping the words that come out of your mouth
The same mouth that told me they loved me
I know you blame me
But why shame me
I know you loved papa
i did to
I know its my fault
And theres nothing i can do
I know you hate me
And your saddened by the empty place in his bed that he slept in
I know your crying
Cuz you dont want to hurt me
But sorrow is taking you over
Brother i wanna help
But you dont let me
I know im a nuisance
But i wanna make you happy
I have no one left but the demon inside
So i cry
Im sorry
Brother why steal from me
Steal his things
I loved him to brother
I wanna you happier
But your making me angry
Our story isn't ordinary
Brother its been 2 years
Can you hear yet
Hear the regret pounding in my head
Hear the music i blast to cast away the past
To cast away reality
Im so angry
Angry at you for leaving me
Im alone
And theres nothing to show
But my body in the corner crying
Holding my wrists
Cuz there the only thing to show im trying
To show im living
Brother just texted me
He said if you need anything im here
But now all i have for you is hate
And that cant be replaced
You know what i needed
A big brother
Who actually cares
Cares about the little girl in the corner
Trying to hold back her tears
Tears she trys to hold in
But they find there way out
Threw the cracks of her soul
So she tells her brother to get out
Because she already threw away his puzzle piece
