Mom
I wish that you would stop
Just stop
Stop lying
Stop smoking
Please your lying to me
And that doesnt feel nice
I feel dead
But to know thats were your going
Thats what frightens me
Im scared that someday your gonna up and leave me
And im gonna be alone
Mom you've been gone for a while
Ya i miss you but you never said you would miss me
Would you care if i left
I cant take it
You gonna be where papa is
I cant take it
The lies
The late night crys
I can do fine with the pain
I can handle it
If its just me i can except that
But her my own sisters in pain
She cant even tell me
Why am i left in the dark
Im not trusted for shit
I rant online because i need someone to talk to
I date people when i dont want to
I see people that im not supposed to
I do things that im not supposed to
But my sister
Shes amazing
She does everything
to hear her cry to someone else to me is astonishing
I wish i could make her happy
I wish everyone would stop lying to me
I wish i could just stop ranting to people i dont even know because the people i know dont listen
They dont care
Sometimes there comes a time when rhymes dont fit into lies and sounds dont fit into time and happiness doesnt fit into crys
I just wanna die
But without eyes
So nobody can see
And i can be free
