Scared is an understatement
Im terrified
Terrified of the punishment
I dont feel right inside
When i hurt you without meaning to
But now im hurt theres nothing i can do
But hope you can forgive the unforgivable thing i did
When our eyes meet cuz you noticed me staring
Im sorry
When i get close to you cuz im trying to rank up the courage to say hi
And i try
And i fail
I doubt you will forgive me
But im sorry
I dont know if you will see this but i hope you do
But i doubt your going to
I dont expect you to forgive me
And i try to give you your space
Because im a disgrace
And i know you dont wanna see my face
I know this isnt my place
And i should go
Would you be happy if i left
What if i never came back
Ill pick up my bag
And ill pack
I aint coming back
Ill just listen to my soundtrack
Nobody will know where i go
They will look
But little do they know
I just wrote a little note
Now im taking the back road
Im not scared
I cant find a reason to stay and try
Ive fought for so long
And i don't know why
