Sometimes empty is to much feeling
I just want to feel nothing
It was easier when i had a shoulder to cry on
Someone to rely on
But now they dont care
As if i was never there
As pain goes away
My tears fade
But the scares on my thighs always stay the same
Feeling nothing is what ive always wanted to feel
But now as i feel it
I want it to go away to
I want to be sad
That is my fait
To stay that way
I dont deserve what they say
I deserve worse than i pay
I deserve death upon display
Nothing fits me here
I dont fit in
I wanna go were they lie
Six feet under
I want to surrender
And die
There ill see them
And say
Im sorry you had to wait
