heaven or hell? - a mindscape

living in limbo

its okay, you move slow now.
through my mind. my veins.
because youre part of me, always will be,
but youve been gone for awhile now.
and my heart keeps beating,
even though i wish it would just relax.

instead, all thats left is another grey day and some muted highhat in the background.

so do it, pierce your nipples, have a few drinks,
drive around in your car, function and do what you want to.

we, thats life, but thats
gone
for now.

so lets both find something else that can ease our hunger.

i just want to sleep.
i just want you again. where are your eyes? why arent my arms around you?
why arent you against me? why cant i smell what gum youve been chewing?
why cant we be?