4•14•2016
Because no matter how any times you hurt me I came back
I hated you so much but not enough to stop caring about you.
You may have left me be and cut me off from your presence
but it won't change my concern that I hope you're doing well.
I hope you make better choices and don't do what you had done to me to a future close friend. That you get a sense of guilt and fear so you stop being careless.
I want you to at least open up to someone
because I know you'd rather keep everything in instead of communicating with someone.
I wish for change in you for the better.
Focus on finding you rather than finding love.
Stop pushing what others advise to you aside and take it into consideration of the better...
But most of all I hope you are happy.
That way as time goes by and this small world has us meet again in the future, we can set aside the bad and talk once more like new.
I may not be by you're side anymore, but I will still care about you.
If only you would do the same for me, but I know who you are and you won't bother looking back at me.
Because you never truly treated me as a friend when I always did.
You probably barely thought of me as a friend.
Because everyone was your friend and they all deserved the world.
I'm not trying to be friends again, or guilt you into anything.
I just want I say if it was this easy for you to leave me behind without any effect on you, I wasn't ever important.
- To my first break up
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Hugs & Kisses
PoetryLife is as magical as it can be for me, until I met "HIM" He had jumbled my thoughts, priorities, and self worth. He had made me feel so small in this world, when I wasn't. We all have met someone like him... And I hope those who have not, never do...
