Putting Up With Each Other

Beach Jealousy

Katie's POV*

I felt the warm sand on my feet as Harry was walking with me at the beach. We spotted Clary and Serena waving their hands a few feet in front of us already set up with towels and a beach umbrella. We reach them as Clary and I immediately engage in a conversation.

"I love your bikini Katie, so sexy." Clary comments as I feel my cheeks heat up. Sexy? I get pretty, in style, and cute, but sexy?

"Thanks. You look like a hottie." I say to Clary. She smiles and rolls her eyes. She is pretty hot for a best friend. Tannish skin with auburn hair and nice legs is considered hot to me.

"But check out Serena. She looks like a beach goddess." Clary comments as I look at Serena talking to Harry. Damn. Her curves are definitely showing. The black bikini looks so sexy on her. Her dirty blonde wavy hair is perfect along with her amazing tan. Her legs even look amazing.

I was feeling a little jealous seeing how perfect she looked with Harry. The goddess with the hottie. I just called Harry hot. In fact, he is. I study his body as he is tall, his hair is so tempting to run my fingers through, and his green eyes under those sunglasses can be looked at forever. Who wouldn't think he is hot?

I watch as Serena walks over here and grabs her tanning spray. Harry follows right next to her.

"What's up guys?" Serena says cooly. She starts spraying her legs stomach, arms, and neck.

"Just talking." Clary replies.

"We should all go in the water later. It's getting really hot now." Serena says.

"Ya, we definitely should." I say as she smiles. She is so nice.

She finishes spraying her arms. She starts to spray her back as she has trouble reaching some areas. I'll help her.

"Do you need help?" Harry asks getting to it before me.

"Yeah, the back and below." Serena says as she hands him the bottle.

Harry sprays her back easily as Serena tries to rub the tanning oil in.

"It's okay, I'll do it for you. Lay down." Harry says as Serena lays down on her stomach on the towel.

He gently rubs the oil on her back as I wish I was Serena. The way he slowly moved his hands across her back rubbing the areas made me want to hurt him. Does he not remember we are dating? It doesn't even mean anything. They're not even dating. But, he needs to stop touching her like that. I must be overreacting.

"You're like a personal massager." Serena laughs as she rests her head on her arms.

Just as it couldn't get more uncomfortable, he starts spraying the skin revealed on her butt which her bikini isn't fully covering. He gently rubs the oil massaging the skin. Clary gives me an uncomfortable look as I nod. This is becoming harder and harder to take in. I just want him to stop touching her like that. They aren't even a couple! Who gives someone the right to rub their ass! I'm wondering why Serena isn't bothered or concerned about this. She probably has guys lining up to do this. He can't just do that! We're dating! But in reality, we don't have feelings for each other. At least, that's what it showed this whole time. But why do I feel hurt?

I can't watch this any longer. He shouldn't be touching her like that no matter how gorgeous she is. I'm his girlfriend.

"Does that feel good madam Serena?" he smiles as she lightly laughs. His hand gently rubs her skin making my hands clutch into fists.

"Yes it does Mr. Styles." Serena replies. She closes her eyes and I'm sure I heard a quiet moan from her. His fingers grazing along the curve of her butt makes me want to be her. Be there. Lying down. Why does he have to do that? I officially can't take this anymore. Does he not even notice how this is affecting me? Of course he doesn't because I don't like him. We're not really a couple. I'm going to tell him to stop. My eyes feel like they are going to start watering. Why is everything so hard? Why is this so frustrating? Why can't I just tell him right now? Why does it hurt inside watching this? Why is it scary to tell him how I feel inside?