Destiny

Chap ~ 7

Shubha's Pov:

After marriage when a girl leaves everything behind her , there is so many fears and worries inside her heart and mind. The same fears and worries were also making me uneasy before marriage. What If i couldn't be able accept the new life , new atmosphere , new members and everything ? And above all the most worried and feared thing was what if  the members of my new family couln't  accept me ?

But my all fears and worries vanished when jiji and Mammiji welcomed me in the house with warmth and love. Also Abhibhai. Their words were so genuine and true. With a strong promise. It could be clearly seen in their eyes. And that's why i felt like i came into my second home.

But the one person because whom I got bound with this house and such wonderful persons ....that person didn't want any relation with me. I was happy that I got such a wonderful in - laws but that happiness was not even near the pain and misery I was feeling because my Husband was not with me at the beginning of our. . No my new life.

Because of whom I got this new life.  Who meant everything to me after Our Holy Matrimony. "Hmmm......its smells divine !! What ingredients you used in this Halwa Shubha ?? " Asked jiji while taking another sniff of Halwa.

"Nothing Jiji . But the little bit  powder of cardamon I used ,it's smell mixed with Halwa and that's you liked I think. " I replied with a smile.

"No no there is something else you don't want to share. You want your recipe a secret huh.." jiji said with a serious  face.

I   panicked that she really got angry on me and replied hurriedly with sincerity " No jiji I am telling truth I add nothing special except the cardamon powder. "

" Hahaha. ...God..!! your face was priceless. I was just kidding Shubha. The special infringement  I meant was your love. I thought you didn't want to tell that you add a lots of love in your Halwa.  And that's why it's looks and smells divine. I like you already Shubha. you are perfect for my Khadus bhai ." jiji said and gave me a wink.

"Come On Everybody Is Waiting For Your deliseous Halwa. Come on dear you will make your grand entry with this Halwa ok. .I m going to set the table." She said while clapping her hands with excitement and hurried out side to make table.

In my parent's house everybody liked my Halwa. But what if my in-laws didn't like it ? And what is HE didn't't like it ? I prayed to my God that everything went ok...but couldn't be able to move from there. I was nervous.

Mahatmya's Pov:

I stretched myself and took the alarm clock from bedside table to saw the time . And it was 8:15. Damn what a great morning !! I was late. Why Mom didn't woke me up ? I threw the duvet and dragged myself to the walk-in-closet.

I took the fresh and clean towel and entered in the adjoined bathroom to the closet.  When I entered the bathroom it felt different. There was a different smell. The smell of rose and vanilla. It was soothing and refreshing. Not to forgot addicting. Addicting my foot how this smell came in my bathroom ??

I was ready to shout for my Mom and then it hit me. How this smell came in my room. I remembered , I was married. I remembered that now I didn't  have this room,closet and bathroom to only myself.  I was sharing that things with my wife. F*CK. Indeed a great morning.

I took a shower and came in the walk-in-closet to get ready. I wore another fresh sweats and a v-neck T-shirt . Then I dragged myself  back to my bedroom while folding my T-shirt's full sleeve till my elbow. I stood in front the dressing table and brushed my hand in my hair. While brushing my hand in my hair I remembered the bitter and acidic words and things I told her. I felt guilty. I know I did wrong, But I had to do that . She had to understand and digest that our relationship would be like this forever. I didn't want to gave her wrong hopes which will pain her more in future. I took my mobile from my bedside table and walked to join everyone on breakfast.