Destiny

Chap ~ 27

This chap. .....is dedicated to all all my dear friends. .....
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Mahatmya's Pov :

" I love you " she said. I can't express how I felt hearing that there words. It is a small three words but when it come out from the person whom you love more than your life....It just. .you feel you got all the happiness exist in the world.

I stare in her eyes. ..seeing her pure eyes. ..which never lies. I could see how much she loved me. She had proved and showed numerous time. ..how much she loved me. I was the happiest man...at that moment. Who got the two biggest and happiest news of his entire life.

I was about to Confess my love ..I was about to confess that how much I loved her and the little one growing in her womb.

But....

But I was scared. Scared of confessing my feelings. Scared of my destiny. ..my fate.

Scared ...that if I confessed my
love , my destiny. ..my fate would come to know that I love my wife and my unborn little one more than my life. ..and...and...again they will snatch my love away from me. The way they did before. I felt like my fate didn't want to keep me happy. Yes..I was being selfish. I was thinking about my happiness. .but my happiness lies in my wife and my little one's happiness. I was sacred ..that if I confessed my love ....I was being unreasonable but...but...

I remembered saying I love you to Reema. ..numerous time in a day. And look what happened. Though what I felt for her was not even a slightly near what I felt for my shubha. How it turned out , though I didn't even loved her the way I loved my wife and my little one. So what could have happen to my real love.

I just didn't want to ....If something happened to the relationship of mine and shubha..I would die. I was living just for my shubha. ..and my unborn little one. My life was for them. Without them..I would die.
I looked towards shubha. ..and she was staring at me...With hope. With a longing that I would say the same in return.

Unaware of what I felt for her. The three words couldn't express my love for her. My whole life would seem short to show for what I felt for my love. She was my life. My everything.

I kissed her forehead lovingly and stood up. I walked towards the window. Preparing myself to told her every little details about my past. I wished her love would remain same ..After hearing about the woman once there in my life. After knowing that her husband shared his bed with another woman before her. After hearing. ..that she was not the first woman in my life. ...but I would make sure to make her believe me...that there would be no other woman in my life after her. No one could take ...and claim even a little place in my heart which entirely consumed and claimd by my love. Reema was a mistake. Not my first love. But shubha was my love ...my life...my reason to live the life. .my breath. .my heart beat. .my everything. She made me whole and Content. Without her I was nothing. ...Without her I would become a lifeless body. A body without soul.

Suddenly. ...two soft hands took me in a heavenly embrace. I didn't have to turn around to knew who the angel was. I could knew my love's touch even in my deep sleep. Coz...even in my deepest sleep...my heart and mind only thinks about my love.

That sweet gesture just gave me courage to tell everything about my past to shubha. I needed. ..I wanted. ..I had to tell everything to my love. ..coz I was feeling guilty ..like I was cheating my love by not telling her everything. There was a heavy weight on my heart. ..that needed to vanish.

I took her soft right hand in my rough one...and kissed her palm. .her fingers. .lovingly. I intrwined our palms. ..and put them on my heart.

I took a long breath and closed my eyes.