Destiny

chap ~ 20 ( pt - 4 )

Shubha's pov:

The moments of his fingers and hands on my body stopped and I turned around and saw that my khadus was already asleep. It was hilarious that he slept early than aarush. A lovely smile brought on my lips. My handsome...khadus ... arrogant..dominating husband looked so cute while sleeping.

" mami...mama is asleep?!" Asked...stated Aarush while giving me a naughty smile.

" yes aarush mama is asleep." I answered with a smile

" now you also sleep beta. It's getting late ."
I said while giving kiss on his forehead.

"Ok mami." He said and closed his eyes.

I was still in my husband's embrace and I felt safe and content.

Slowly...Slowly... And unconsciously today's incidents started to flash in front of my eyes.

I left speechless and  I didn't knew what happens with me whenever Mahatmya appears in front of me. Only his presence was enough to make me feel the things that i never felt in my life. But it felt natural. True. And I wanted to felt like that again and again.

When he kissed me before some time ...I felt the most right and natural thing of this world. It felt like my lips are just made for his lips. I wanted to feel like that again.again..And again. I felt like my body..soul was just made for him. It came to life whenever my husband touched it. It felt like my god made for me just for him. I was his. Only his.

When he touched me some minutes before. I liked it. The respect I had for him increased more. After reading my letter...He didn't misunderstood me or thought of me in  dirty or wrong way. He respected my desicions and me then and before. If he wanted he could have took my virginity today itself. I gave him the permission. But he didn't. He knew me. He knew my heart.

If he took my virginity today ....i.would have never stopped him. But the respect I had for him would have damaged. But he was gentleman. He had heart...He had respect . Care for me.

I saw towards aarush and saw he was asleep. Then I turned my face towards my khadus's cute sleeping face.

I moved my face close to my khadus's face. My own lips met with my khadus's lips. I didn't knew how to kiss. But the feel of his lips on mine was enough to make me feel the new but lovely sensation. I kissed his lips ...Then his forehead.

I bit my lips thinking what i had just done. But i knew it was the right and natural things of this world. My god was giving me the right permission.

I knew right then and there that i love my khadus more than myself. More than this world. He was my life...my breath..my heart beat ..my everything..

Next morning Shubha's Pov continues...☆

I woke up early in the morning. It was very hard to move from my khadus's embrace. But i managed.

I woke up Aarush first because he had morning school. I made him ready and then i was preparing breakfast when my khadus entered in the kitchen.

" hey champ .. you woke up early than me huh..?" Asked Aashrith sitting on the chair beside Aarush. Well my khadus you asked the wrong question. Because what Aarush spoke next was hilarious.

" Haha .. yes mama ..i slept late than you .. and woke up early than you. You slept while hearing the story like a little kid. But i heard the complete story. I will tell everybody that you slept while hearing a bed time story. "
He finished still laughing. And i was suppressing my laugh.

The dominatimg Mr. Aashrith was speechless.

He saw towards me and i turned my face away from him.