Destiny

Chap ~ 15

Mahatmya's Pov :

My wife was sleeping, Sleeping in my arms. She rested her head on my chest and Clutched my shirt. I snaked my hand around her thin and delicate waist. I felt content. She was so perfect in my arms. I wanted to go to washroom but i couldn't. How could i do that ?
How could I left her alone. I couldn't able to made  myself free from her embrace.

What was happening with me ?
I didn't had any answers. I felt like i was walking on such path that will lead me to only pain and heartbreak or will lead me to only love and happiness.

How ? When ? Why and Where that feelings for her born in my heart I didn't know.

It's was because of her caring and loving nature , because of her innocence, because of her beauty, because of her credulity , because of her patience to endure my bitter and acidic words , my rude and cruel behavior , because of her guts and confidence to raise voice against me ..." sometime " yes sometime. I knew she felt sacred to do that but she tried her best to not show that to me. I really felt proud....that she never back off when she felt that she was right.

That brought a smile on my face. How she dispute against me on some thing. The thing nobody dare or even thought to do. I really love how she respect my family. How she care for my family as her own family. I love how she respect me.

But suddenly today's Incident came in My mind like a strom and dilapidated every feelings for her in my heart.

Why she let another man touch her ? And in- front of me ? Did she was having an affair with that Harish ? What place he had in her life ? Did they shared any physical relation in past ? That's why she was so comfortable in his arms ? But when i touched kissed her ...i was damn sure i was the first to taste that divine flavour of her lips ...but that doesn't mean that she ....i was getting so frustrated. ..so furious.

I looked towards her delicate frame, sleeping in my arms.

Whatever relation she had with him but I diceded that...After that they would not have any relation. She was my wife. She was wearing mangalsutra of my name...sindoor of my name. And she was mine by all means.

I move aside her golden and silky hair who was touching her divinely lips. I touch and played with her lower lip with my thumb. I couldn't resist and controll myself. I bend down and again tasted the celestial flavour of her lips. I just took a long pick of her lips. It was like  some addiction. The more I tasted. The more and more I wanted.

I slowly put her head on pillow.
I had to took a cold shower.
I went in the bathroom , turn on the shower. With each drop falling on by bare body I wanted to erase the feeling ...The feeling of her touch , of her everything. But i couldn't. even one thought came in My mind that if they love each other i would  let her go. ..but after thinking that I wanted to punch myself. How I could thought like that. ..
Whatever the things I was feeling towards my wife..whatever it was ...I didn't know. .but one thing I knew that she was mine. ..now ..will and forever. .

I came outside ...wore only a sweatpants. And entered in bedroom. Now her back was facing me. She moved in her sleep I thought. I untied the lace of her blouse. Kissed her soft and smooth back.

I didn't know what happened with me every time I came near her.
When i was in relation with Reema i remember. ..

I came home ( Mahatmya and Reema were in live in relationship )
And she was watching some modeling show or something.
She didn't even realised that I came home. I didn't want to disturb her and went directly in bathroom to took a shower.

When i came outside she was lying on the bed wearing a sexy black chemise. Her long legs were in full show. Her bosom was barely hidden. She stood up seeing me. Came seductively towards me. And put her hands around my neck and pressed her bosom towards my chest.