Mya's POV
"I feel the salty waves come in
I feel them crash against my skin
And I smile as I respire because I know they'll never win
There's a haze above my TV
That changes everything I see
And maybe if I continue watching
I'll lose the traits that worry meCan we fast-forward till you go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
And I'll admire your expensive tasteAnd who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspectiveBut leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of hereCan we fast-forward till you go down on me?
Taking everything for granted but we still respect the time
We move along with some new passion knowing everything is fineAnd I would wait and watch the hours fall in a hundred separate lines
But I regain repose and wonder how I ended up insideCan we fast-forward till you go down on me?
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive tasteAnd who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspectiveBut leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of hereMore to the point, I need to show
How much I can come and go
Other plans fell throughAnd put a heavy load on you
I know there's no more that need be said
When I'm inching through your bedTake a look around instead and watch me go
Stop there and let me correct it
I wanna live a life from a new perspective
You come along because I love your face
and I'll admire your expensive tasteAnd who cares divine intervention
I wanna be praised from a new perspectiveBut leaving now would be a good idea
So catch me up on getting out of hereIt's not fair, just let me perfect it
Don't wanna live a life that was comprehensive
'Cause seeing clear would be a bad idea
Now catch me up on getting out of hereSo catch me up I'm getting out of here
Can we fast-forward till you go down on me?
Can we fast-forward till you go down?"
***I sang the last lyric of Panic! At The Disco's 'New Perspective' and clicked upload on YouTube to be uploaded and heard by my fan base. As soon as it uploaded I got up to eat breakfast, planting a kiss on my boyfriend Ryan's forehead hoping not to wake him up. (Yes Ryan Ross, I'm sorry not sorry)
When I come back to my shared bedroom I get an email notification so I quietly rush over to my computer, putting a hand over my mouth in shock as I see who the email is from. Zack fuckin Hall.. I quickly open up the email and read it carefully:

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