Love, Tears, and Music (Brendon Urie)

〰Don't Threaten Me With A Good Time〰

(The song above is Mya's song that she composes later in the chapter. All rights given to Ruelle.)

Tony's POV
As I was walking home I couldn't help but keep the huge grin on my face, looking forward to the party that is tomorrow. Tomorrow night is going to be the night I finally ask Mya out, I've loved her since I first met her which was in May of 2012 when me and the boys were playing at Warped Tour.

She was beautiful, her eyes sparkled when she looked at me, her dimples visible when she smiled, her eyes crinkled when she smiled, her lips looked good enough to kiss. I finally kissed her, and I hoped that she enjoyed it as much as I did. As I came home i sighed and laid down in the couch, thinking about Mya and how I already missed her.

Oh Mya, how you drive me wild...

(This is the picture that was taken when they were at the mall, pretend the girl is Mya)
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Mya's POV
When I went back inside my house I shut the door behind me and slid down it, smiling like an idiot and thinking about Tony. Me and Tony have known each other for 5 years, and I've liked him a lot ever since I met him. He was just so sweet and caring, he cared about my feelings just as much as Vic, Jaime, and Mike did. But Tony was something else, he always seemed really shy around me even though we talked about everything. Maybe because he kissed me maybe that was his way of saying 'I love you'?

I had no idea but I decided to push all those thoughts out of my head and make some music in my studio in my backyard by my pool, since it's been a good half year since I made music and released a song. I already had some lyrics written out, but I didn't know how I wanted the melody and the sound to be. So I decided to call two people who knew their music well, and they said they'd be right over. A knock was heard on my studio door so I opened it and was met with the faces of Patrick Stump and Brendon Urie.

Patrick gave me a friendly hug as Brendon waved shyly, which made Patrick and I curious. Patrick and I have been very close and he's almost like another brother to me, I've known Patrick since Pete introduced me to him when the band was just starting. As soon as I met Patrick we became instant friends, bonding over music and memes. He was always there for me in my darkest days and always knew how to cheer me up, even if it was doing something illegal. We always got into trouble together.

"So you need help on a new song right?" Patrick speaks up before Brendon could open his mouth, which he closed quickly as we all took a seat by my desk. "Yes, I already have the lyrics right here." I handed my notebook to Patrick and let them both read it. They both nodded and smiled, before looking at me. "You sure do have talent Mya, these are amazing!" Brendon says smiling at me, giving me a small wink to which I blushed. Patrick patted my back as we continued to work in my studio for hours.

I ordered us take out since it was late, and in those long hours we finished the entire song and I was ready to release it. I figured I'd release it this Sunday since my fans were begging me to release music, Patrick gave me a hug and kissed my forehead as he left so it was just me and Brendon. "The song turned out great Mya, I think it's going to be a hit." Brendon says as he rubs the back of his neck and looks at me with a smirk. "Thank you Brendon for coming here to help me, I appreciate it very much."

He nodded as he opened his mouth to speak, but hesitating. "Hey Mya, I don't know if you're busy anytime soon but would you like to go on a date with me?" Brendon asked nervously and I hesitated to say yes, but I did and I don't know why. I thought about Tony and instantly felt guilty, I really liked him and I didn't want him to find out about this. Brendon gave me a hug and kissed my cheek before turning to leave, and I did the finishing touches on my song.

I took my things inside my house and got ready for bed, collapsing on my bed and saying goodnight to Tony. I woke up the next morning and made breakfast for myself, and since the party was tonight I decided to give myself a spa day since it was well needed. After breakfast I took a shower, then I took a bath which had my favorite lush bath bomb, put on a face mask and listened to whatever came on my Spotify playlist. I also shaved my legs and painted my nails, then using all my other home remedies I use.

Hours later it was time for me to get ready so I went in the bathroom to do my makeup and fix my hair. My hair was curled loosely and stayed down, and my makeup consisted of a smokey eye and a skin colored lipstick. I then rushed to my room to get out my dress, accessories and shoes:

I put on my leather jacket as my doorbell rings and I rush quickly downstairs grabbing my phone and clutch on the way down, when I open the door I am met with Tony who is in a very nice suit and his eyes wide. He blushes and looks at me smiling "Wow...you look absolutely beautiful Mya.." I smiled and said thank you as he grabbed my hand and took me to his car, opening my door for me. He gets in and puts on music as he drives me to the place where the party is held, which is at a club called 'The Mayan'.

We walk in hand in hand and I'm immediately filled with panic and anxiety, Tony notices so he squeezes my hand and leads me to a private area where it's just him and me. "It's okay Mya, they're just friends and family. There's nothing to be afraid of, love." I am at ease when he puts his hands over my shaking ones and he kisses my hands, he then sees my scars and sits next to me. He grabs my arms and kisses all my self harm scars, making my heart melt and my face turn red.

As soon as I calmed down Tony took me back out to where everyone is and people cheered when they saw us, and Vic, Jaime, and Mike rushed over to us to give us a group hug. Me and Tony laughed as we talked to the boys for a while before Mike went to bring my sister Jenn over to us, my sister hugs me tightly "I missed you Mya, so how are you?" She says cheerfully, darting her eyes from Tony to me. "It's great! I'm about to put out a song soon, and also...I'm going on tour with Panic! At The Disco!" I say as my sister squeals and all the boys except Tony congratulate me.

I could tell Tony was upset and jealous of me, so I grabbed his hand and rubbed his knuckles to calm him down which worked. He took a deep breath and hugged me, rubbing my back and saying 'congratulations'. After we all talked for about an hour a slow song came on so Tony took me over to the dance floor to dance, his arms wrapping gently around my waist and my arms around his neck as we sway back and forth. I put my head against his chest and I feel his heartbeat, which is beating fast. "M-Mya...I wanted to ask you something, if it's alright with you.."

I could tell Tony was nervous so I looked up at him and gave him a reassuring smile, he calms down and looks at me smiling. "Mya, will you do me the honor of making me the happiest man alive and be my girlfriend?" I smile wide and nod as the slow song stops and he dips me down, smiling at me before kissing me passionately. And in that moment, I had no regrets.