Love, Tears, and Music (Brendon Urie)

〰Hallelujah〰

Mya's POV
I opened my eyes for the first time in two days and I look down at my arms, looking at my self harm scars and all the tubes and wires attached to me. I started getting ready eyed when I look up to see who's in the room with me. And it's all my friends and family, which made me happy but it made me feel a little claustrophobic. I told my friends to wait outside (except Brendon) and I let my family stay since I never talk or see my family.

For an hour I was talking with my sister, her fiancé, my brother and his girlfriend, my mother, my amazing step dad, Bronx and Saint, and Brendon. He was holding my hand the whole time as we all laughed and talked together, and this is what I've been missing. My family all left to go back home and all my friends came in, Brendon still holding my hand. Tony came in with red eyes and a sniffly nose, and he came to the side of my bed and hugged me tight while sobbing quietly.

"Mya....don't you ever do that again, you scared me so much.." Tony looks up at me with tears in his eyes and I squeeze his hand, holding it against my cheek. Vic and Jaime were all joking around and making me laugh, and then that's when the pillow fight began. Even though I was still laying in the hospital bed I was hitting my friends with pillows and throwing them around, while continuously laughing. After a few hours the nurses came in to give me lunch, and I had a lot harder time eating than I thought I would.

With the assistance of Tony and Brendon, I slowly ate my lunch while still chatting with everyone. After I ate I was given my medicine so I started getting sleepy, when I was about to fall asleep everyone hugged me and kissed me on the cheek goodbye except Brendon. He sat in a chair which he pulled up next to my bed and continued to hold my hand, I looked at him and smiled. "Y-You can go Brendon, I b-bet you're tired." I stuttered and whispered, he shook his head. I nodded before falling into a deep sleep.

It was around 5pm until I woke up again, I blinked a few times as I adjusted to the bright lights. I looked over at Brendon who was asleep and Tony who was awake and listening to music. Tony looked up and saw me which made him smile, he walked over to me before planting a kiss on my forehead. "Hello Koala." He said as he smiled wide, before dragging his chair next to me. When me and Tony were younger we had named each other after our favorite animals, mine was Koala and his was Turtle.

I smiled weakly as I blinked at him, grunting and groaning from the pain I was in. When I was shifting my place in my bed a few of my cuts opened and started bleeding, Tony called in a nurse who cleaned and bandaged my wounds quickly before leaving. Tony turns around and picks up something from his chair and gives it to me, it's a stuffed koala. I chuckled quietly as I hugged it gently, kissing it's face. Tony and I both laughed as Brendon started to wake up, he saw I was awake so he quickly rushed over to me. He grabbed my hand and kissed my cheek, his thumb rubbing over my knuckle.

"Sleep well, Mya?" Brendon says as I nod weakly, the pain in my arms and the rest of my body increasing. Another nurse named "Luke Hemmings" came in to check on me as he also gave me my pain medicine which took forever to kick in, he left and I was left with Tony and Brendon. After an hour Tony had to leave for band practice so he kissed my forehead and hugged me before leaving. Brendon looks at me before speaking "Your Doctor will come in soon to talk with you, he said that you'll be able to leave tomorrow afternoon."

I smiled as big as I could, relieved I'd be going home soon. Brendon smiled wide as he kissed my lips, when he parted he kept his forehead on mine while we stared into each other's eyes. He chuckled softly as he pulled away from my face, moving aside from the nurses as they brought me my dinner. I ate by myself since I was feeling better and was able to eat on my own, I drank all of my water since my throat was so dry from having it open I think.

After I ate Brendon had to leave, and my mother walked into the room who got emotional again seeing me hooked up to tubes and wires. I started getting teary eyed when she walked over to me to hug me, sobbing into my shoulder. She stepped back and held my hand, looking at me as her other hand was over her mouth. "Mya, baby. Why would you try to kill your self? We all love you and want you here, we don't want you to feel alone..." I looked down at my arms at all my scars and tubes, embarrassed.