Love, Tears, and Music (Brendon Urie)

〰She's a Handsome Woman〰

Brendon's POV
That morning I left Mya's house before she could wake up, and all I could think about was how she left yesterday. and I couldn't help but to feel hurt. 'Did she not like it? Does she not like...me?' I shake all the thoughts out of my head as I go home, only to hear noises upstairs when I come home. I figured that my girlfriend Sarah was just watching tv in our bedroom until I get closer to the door, only hearing the moans of a woman and a man.

My anger boils inside of me as I open the door in fury, only to find Sarah and another man in the blankets together and clearly naked. "SARAH WHAT THE FUCK! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED ME! GET OUT OF MY HOUSE, BOTH OF YOU!" I yell in fury as Sarah starts to cry and the man puts on his clothes and leaves quickly, leaving me and Sarah alone. "B-Brendon, I can explain...." I cut her off and get out a suitcase for her.

"You said no secrets, and you broke your promise. So pack your things and leave before I do something worse." I look at her with anger, and she looks back at me with sad eyes and a hurt expression. "Don't look at me like that, it's your fault we're in this situation." I snarl at her as she finally finishes packing, she tries to kiss me one last time but I back away from her. She sighs and looks down the stairs as she leaves my house. And all I could feel was numbness, I didn't know what to feel. Anger? Sadness? Jealousy? Betrayal?

The first thing that came to mind was to call Mya to hang out so we could talk and that's what I did. I gave Mya my address and she was over fifteen minutes later, I open the door with a fake smile and let her in. She was shivering so I gave her a blanket and let her sit down in front of the fire on the couch, I then make her a hot cup of hot chocolate. "Brendon, who was that woman that drove past me and flipped me off? She has dark brown hair,  eyes.." Mya looks at me for an answer.

"That was my now ex Sarah.." I say while grabbing a blanket for myself and sitting next to her. She nods and looks around at the walls of my two story house, the walls covered in pictures, instruments, and awards from my albums. She smiles widely with pride and then looks at me before scooting closer to me, sighing before she opens her mouth to speak. "The thing I didn't want to tell you was....I started purging and cutting again because of my split with my long term boyfriend Ryan."

I look at her and am immediately filled with guilt, then realizing that her ex boyfriend is Ryan Ross my old band mate. "Go on, you can talk to me Mya.." I put my arm around her for comfort. "When we first met at the café and I came home that morning, Ryan was in front of me and was frowning while holding my computer which I thought I brought. He yelled at me asking why I was meeting with you and he accused me of cheating,  when I told him about the tour he just got even more mad. We nonstop yelled at each other until I had enough, so he told me we were done  and I told him to pack his bags. And he left, in tears.."

I face my body towards Mya and hug her, letting her cry on me. She gripped onto my shirt tightly and had her arms around me, almost screaming in emotional pain. I couldn't help but to let out a few years for her, because she didn't deserve what she got from that asshole. "5 years Brendon, we were together for five years. He even gave me a promise ring because he promised that we would get married one day and that nothing will come between us. But we were wrong, I was wrong to think that I found the love of my life..."

I nodded and stroked her hair, as she pulled away and wiped her eyes. I put my hands on her cheeks and wipe her tears away with my thumbs, lightly smiling at her. "No matter what Mya, I will protect you even if it kills me." She looks at me and presses her forehead to mine, and we just stared at each other's eyes. Her eyes were a beautiful bluish green color that sparkles when she smiles, and I couldn't help but smile at her.

She was beautiful, and I wasn't afraid to admit it. She had her pain and struggles, but overall she was a happy and carefree person. And I might be falling in love...