Mya, after years of living with an abusive family,
runs away with her twin sister to start a music
career. While she was starting her career she ran
into her past struggles, falling into another dark
hole of depression and anxiety.
She had no o...
Brendon's POV It was a late Saturday evening and I was waiting for Mya to come home from work, we've been dating for a couple days and we have our first date tonight. I was dressed in my red suit with a black button up shirt underneath, with just simple black dress shoes. I was dressing up because I figured I'd take Mya out somewhere nice, she deserved the best. I then received a text that she was going to be a little late so I decided to just wait at the restaurant.
On the drive there it was quiet since it was only me, and when I arrived I told them my reservation name and sat down. I fidgeted with my fingers until the waitress came and took my drink order, I waited for about fifteen minutes and then Mya came. She looked as beautiful as always. I smiled and hugged her before sitting down, we made small talk and flirted until our drinks came. *****
Mya's POV Tonight was mine and Brendon's first date, and I was excited. Sadly I got held up at work for a while so I was a little delayed, and when I got home I got ready as fast as I could. I put on my makeup, did my hair and picked out my outfit.
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As soon as I walked into the restaurant I am met with Brendon walking up to me to give me a kiss, I smiled as we sat down and ordered. After dinner all we did was talk and laugh, when I realized what time it was I had to leave so I said goodbye to Brendon. I got in my car and drove to wherever my car took me, since I wasn't having a good day I just drove around and even stopped at the record shop.
I grabbed some records from artists like Slayer to Bruno Mars and while I was there I bumped into Vic and Jaime, we chatted for an hour before they took me home. They offered to stay the night since they knew that I wasn't feeling 100% but I told them no, I went inside and went up to my bedroom to change. Brendon already went home so I just laid around in my sweatpants, until I got a call from my sister. We talked for a few hours before I ended the call, I laid in bed and I couldn't help but feel numb.
I felt like I couldn't feel any other feeling except numbness and sadness, so I decided to do something I never thought I'd do. I went into my bathroom and picked up a silver razor, which was brand new out of the package. I sat down on the floor and put the razor next to my arm, cutting about five new lines and I felt the pain go away. After five I just kept cutting, and I counted 12. I stared to get dizzy so I laid in bed, I called Brendon since I wasn't feeling well and he said he'd be right over.
But by the time he got there I was passed out on the floor from bleeding out, I felt him pick me up and take me into his car. He quickly drove me to the hospital and I was taken immediately, leaving Brendon alone in the waiting room. It was only two hours until Brendon could see me, but I was in a medical induced sleep. *** Brendon's POV I was sitting in the waiting room of the hospital just waiting for someone to come, and I couldn't help but panic. My leg was bouncing violently, my whole body was shaking and I would sweat every now and then. After over two hours later a doctor came out to speak with me "Mr. Urie?" I nodded as I looked at him with a terrified look. "Miss Wentz is conscious but she lost a lot of blood, we had to get a tad bit of blood donated from an unknown donator. You may see her but she's asleep, she'll hopefully wake up tomorrow."
The doctor shows me to her room and leaves me there to see her, and when I look at her I'm filled with horror. Her face was a mix of white and her skin tone, her self harm scars scattered all over her arms and legs, and a lot of wires and tubes attached to her. I sat in a chair next to her and held her hand, kissing it and starting to sob. It pained me so much to see her like this, I wish I could've been there for her because I knew she looked upset.
I then got up after a while and paces around while calling everyone in her contacts telling them about the situation, and everyone was sending her prayers. Pete, Jenn, Mike, Vic, Tony, Jaime, Alex, Billie, and Dallon all said they would come tonight to see her and the rest including everyone coming tonight will be there to see her tomorrow.
The first to arrive was Jenn, PTV boys, and Pete were the first to arrive; and Tony went up to her in tears. He held one of her hands with both of his and sobbed, Vic and Jaime rubbing his back to try and calm him down. Jenn and Pete were on the other side of her bed, and I decided to step out for a bit. I put my hands behind my head and sigh as tears fall once again, I wiped my eyes and walked around the waiting room and the lobby of the hospital.
That night I decided I'd stay with Mya in the recovery room since I didn't want her to wake up alone, so I got a pillow and a blanket from home and immediately fell asleep worried for Mya.
