Double-Crossed (An Irwin Twins fanfic)

Chapter 6

Guess who's a horrible person? Moi :) I'M SORRY I SAID A NEW CHAPTER WOULD BE UP AT 10 TWO DAYS AGO LIKE WTF ME... SO YEAH BUT I KNOW WHAT I'M DOING FOR THE REST OF THE FIC NOW SO WRITING IT OUT SHOULD BE EASIER CAUSE I NORMALLY JUST BULLSHIT IT AND MAKEUP STUFF AS I GO BUT NOW I GOTTA PLAN AND IT'S GONNA MAKE US ALL CRY

SHOUTOUT TO MY HOMMIE ANNIE FOR RECEIVING MY HEADCANNON WHEN I CAME UP WITH THE IDEA FOR THE REST OF THE STORY LIKE UR LITERALLY BÆ AND IT'S GONNA BE FUN MAKING YOU CRY MUAHAHAHA

yeah watever then

Luke's POV

I woke up with a surprising lack of pain in my jaw, it must be healing up, I thought as I pushed down on the button that alerted a nurse to come to my room. A beautiful fair skinned blonde girl came into the room, her nametag read out Perrie (oh yup LM as nurses fuck yeah),

"Morning darling, what do you need?" She asked in a heavy British accent that made me cock my head slightly,

"Are you British?" I asked stupidly, but instead of being snarky Perrie just smiled and said,

"Yes I am, I'm from South Shield's, terrible thick accent you get when you're from there let me tell you" She smiled kindly and I laughed, her accent was quite thick, but it wasn't annoying, just interesting and pleasant. [Luke doesn't like Perrie don't worry... PERRIE IS FUCKING MINE LIKE FUCK OFF ZAYN GO BE WITH LIAM PERRIE IS MINE] (sorry about that...).

"Do you know where Ashton is?" I asked suddenly,

"He probably left right? When I fell asleep he was still here, he probably went home" I add and Perrie freezes, a look of sadness takes over her light blue eyes and I was confused and horrified all at once,

"D-did something happen?" I asked, afraid of the answer, and Perrie was too and she said solemnly,

"He-he cut himself up pretty bad in the bathroom... he lost a lot of blood Luke, and the doctors don't think it's safe to let him out of here for a while, you however are going home today." Perrie walked over to the bed and wrapped her arms around me as my breath hitched and I let out a choked sob, I looked at her as tears poured down my face,

"Is t-this my fault?" I stuttered and she shook her head and pulled me in closer,

"I need to see him!" I exclaimed suddenly sitting up out of bed before being tugged back by the IV in my arm,

"Oops do I need this?" I ask sheepishly and Perrie shakes her head,

"It was just for hydration because you could drink during surgery or immidiately after, you're good now" and I take the needle out of my arm and place it on the table beside the hospital bed,

"Where's Ashton?" I ask eagerly, I'm scared of what condition I might find him in but I did know what I needed to see him.

"I'm so sorry Luke, the doctor's said that your presence might trigger him in a bad way, he woke up for a few minutes an hour or two ago and he was muttering over and over 'it's all my fault' and when Doctor Moore asked 'is this about Luke' he started crying and tried to rip out his IV and kept screaming 'it's all my fault' at the top of his lungs. So you aren't allowed to go see him in case it sets him off, and you're pretty much all healed up (pls go along with my bullshit and pretend that Luke's broken jaw was healed over night thanks k bye) so you'll be going home in half an hour."

I was heartbroken and crushed that I couldn't see Ashton, I fucking loved him to death and he was in pain and I wasn't allowed to see him. Worse still was the crushing guilt that sucked the air out of my lungs, he did this because he felt guilty, If i hadn't said that stupid shit while I was drugged up last night none of this would have happened, the most precious perfect human being on Earth thinks my pain is all his fault and decided to take it out on himself this was all my fault, not Ashton's and it killed me.

"Fine, I'm out of here now" I said coldly as somewhere in my mind I set up a mission to accomplish, to make everything better for everyone, checking out at the front desk and saying a goodbye to Jade and Perrie who turned out were good friends, I called a cab and went home.

Sulking on my couch I began to think out my plan,

my plan to end my life.

A/N (oh my god I'm sure you fucking hate these by now) sorry this was a bit of a filler chapter and yeah hey a cliffhanger twisty testicle thing hip hip hooray for ambiguity! (such big words, I'm impressing myself tbh)

Alright so like I said in the beginning I know what I'm doing for the story now and also I can guarentee you tears, or at least I can guarentee myself tears bc for what I have planned I'm gonna be a sobbing mess all over my computer while I write some parts

Also there will be a sequel... I can't tell you what it's called because it will pretty much give up the epic ending I have planned so yeah...

but there will be more so yeah sorry if this chapter was lame I couldn't just immidiately get into all the good stuff or it would be over too soon lol

SO YEAH BITCHES

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