DMBI - Fragments of a Summin

Chapter Eight

WARNING: Smut ahead! Important smut though.. They have sex for the first time and there is a lot said about what a Summin is and stuff... I suggest reading tbh... I'll try to avoid really explicit stuff.

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Jimin feels a hand on his shoulder. 

"Chim Chim?.. what's wrong?"

"Yoongi..." Jimin sits bolt upright and flings his arms around the elder. 

Yoongi chuckles. "Miss me?..."

Jimin sobs into Yoongi's neck. "I missed you so freakin much! You don't even know..." 

Yoongi looks down at the younger, sadly. "I'm sorry, Jimin... You don't deserve this..."

"And w-what do I deserve?..." Jimin chuckles sadly. He knows Yoongi isn't real, but he can't loving the feeling of Yoongi telling him how much he means to the elder.

"To be happy..."

"Yoongi, you make me happy." Jimin smiles, sliding a hand into the elder's hair.

"Jimin, you're crying because of me..." Yoongi looks down, ashamed.

"Yeah, because you're not real..." Jimin leans up but Yoongi looks away.

"Chim... Maybe let's just talk tonight? You're tired..."

"Yoongi. I want you to distract me from my shitty life. It's my dream!... please..." The last word is so meek and helpless that Yoongi can't help but comply.

"Okay... Anything you want, Chim."

Jimin smiles and kisses the elder softly. Yoongi wraps his arms around the younger, protecting him from the outside world, and deepens the kiss.

"What do you want me to do, baby?" The elder mumbles into the kiss, hands creeping lower. 

Jimin moans softly and pulls Yoongi closer. "I.. I w-want you to fuck me..." 

Yoongi stiffens and breaks the kiss. "No, baby, we've talked about this..." 

"Why not?? You always say 'anything I want' but then say no to sex!" Jimin pouts, frustrated in so many ways...

"I don't want you to think you're dreaming when you have sex for the first time..." Yoongi mumbles, not meeting Jimin's gaze. 

"Hyu-"

"No. That's final." Yoongi glares at the younger.

Jimin huffs and clenches his jaw. "Fine." He sits with his arms crossed over his chest and looks at the wall. 

"Jimin, don't be like that... I'm trying to do the right thing..." Yoongi groans, forgetting he was dealing with a toddler. "Chim... Are you gonna keep ignoring me?..." Yoongi crouches in front of him, eyebrows raised.

Jimin nibbles at his bottom lip and looks away. 

"You're gonna stay like that until you wake up, huh?.. Well, I can always just disappear..." The elder holds his fingers up, about to click them. 

"No! I'm sorry!! I'm sorry, please don't go..." Jimin immediately lunges forward and clings onto Yoongi's shirt for dear life.

Yoongi smiles at how cute Jimin can be and kisses his cheek. "Hungry?.." 

Jimin nods and looks down again.

Yoongi smiles and gets up, making ramen, as usual. 

"Yoongi... Sometimes... Sometimes I feel like I need you to survive just as much as I need food... I've felt so... tired... recently, I mean. When you haven't been here..."