How dare you?
How dare you to leave me?
How dare you to think I'm fine
when I'm barely hanging on?
How dare you to open your wings
and fly to Heaven
when I'm drowning in this sea of flames?
How dare you to say you love me
when I can't even hear your voice
and this blue and green ball
just doesn't make sense anymore?
You said you would always be there for me...
How dare you?
How dare you to make the words
which once made me smile
become the ones that
murder my happiness at night,
that get the rope around my neck tighter,
that break my bones,
that bring me up just to break me down again?
How dare you to be the best and the worst in me?
How dare your face,
your washed up and fading face,
to appear on my mind
and refuse to leave until
my eyes become the beginning
of a river ad my cheeks hurt
and my eyes burn
and my soul wants to run
away?
How dare you?
How dare you?!
How can you be such
a nightmare
but not much of
a dream?
How can your voice haunt
me when the sun can't light my
side of the world?
How dare your voice to make my
soul scream in the depths of
my despair, and from the depths of
my being, I feel your essence
scratching me, piercing me
killing me from the inside out!
And how dare you?!
How dare you to seduce me
and make me enjoy the pain
and the tears
and the painful lack of breath?
How dare this drops of salt water
cut their way down my cheeks,
making them red
bruised,
painful,
making them bleed?
And how dare you?!
How dare you to become
everything I love in this world
and everything I hate in myself?
How dare you... How dare you?
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My personal Hell
PoetryNot a story at all. Just some texts I've wrote through the years.
