North Park Girl (Stan Marsh x Reader)

What's Love?~Chapter 12

Y/n's POV

My eyes widened as I noticed what he was doing. He licked the bottom of my lip but I refused him entrance but he didn't seem bothered by it. My mind was all over the place and I couldn't even think about pulling back. Finally he ended up doing it and I stood there wide eyed and frozen.

"Well?" Zack asked and I just cocked my head to the side in confusion. "Do you love me back?" I took a step back without realizing I was already at the wall, my foot hit the wall and I sighed. Do I love him? Of course I did! But I just did. Do I now? He was the first one I ever really dated for a long time right? That's love? "I-I." I tried getting the thoughts that were in my head out but they wouldn't budge, Zack's face dropped to a sad look then a partly angry one. "Is it because of that guy." Zack hissed out, I tried to think about who he was talking about, I was friends with multiple guys. "That football player at that damn school!" Zack roared a little louder, I jumped at his sudden change in tone.

"No! Of course not!" I yelled back, I didn't love Stan! How could I! He has a girlfriend anyways. "Then tell me why don't you love me." His words now were in a soft tone and it made me relax but only a little, "Y-You broke up with me!" A tear escaped my eye and I wiped it away quickly as to not let him see them, Zack took a closer step towards me *If even possible*. I wanted to turn and run away but really where would I even run to.

"I didn't mean it!" Zack fought back, his hand went to my face and he rubbed my cheek where the stray tear was making me flinch the reason was because my cheek hurt from a bruise that was hidden by some makeup I put on. My dad had hit me and I didn't want anyone seeing it of course. I watched Zack's face turn to a look of worry. I pulled my head out of his grasp and when he reached up again I pulled away once again as far as I could. "Please Y/n." Zack breathed out, I shook my head and tried to push him away from me. "I just wanna be alone." Zack didn't budge as I tried to push him, I then tried to duck underneath his arm but he just moved it to block me. "Zack!" I let my voice become louder as I stared into his eyes.

"What's going on in here!?" The football Coach questioned, he stood in front of the door with a stern expression. My eyes widened slightly, he never did like me. "C-Coach!" Zack moved his arms from blocking me and he stood straight facing the Coach, I shook a little from the Coach's gaze which was intense and was directed to Zack. "What's going on in here?" He questioned his eyes briefly going to me. "I- We-." His words were cut short when the Coach held his hand up. "Just forget it," The Coach wrote something on a piece of paper and handed it to him. "Get to class now boy!" Zack glanced at me in a split second, you wouldn't have noticed it because he then just walked away quickly. "You, get to class." I frowned at him and he did the same before walking out of the bathroom leaving me to stare after him.

Jerk, didn't even give me a pass. I growled under my breath at the Coach what an ass, I tried thinking of an excuse but nothing came. I looked at the clock on my phone which was still broken and tensed. "Crap!" I muttered and quickly made my way to exit the bathroom since it was a guys bathroom. I shoved the door open and came out bumping into someone. "Dude, why were you in the boy's bathroom?" Anna's voice made me snap my head up. I jumped up and squeezed her tightly. "Uhm, Y/n?" I shook my head and released her, I don't know why I did that, she's just always there for me. "Can we go out and have fun?" I questioned while frowning. I didn't care about school at the moment. Not after everything that just happened, it was kinda like when Zack first admitted his feelings just without him trapping me between his arms.

"Uhm, you know schools not done right?" I nodded without actually responding with my voice, Zack was on my mind and I worked so hard to get him out of my mind. "Alright?" Her voice was questioning but she didn't push me. "C-Can we just go?" I rubbed my arm nervously and before I knew it Anna was pulling me out of the school and straight to her car. I jumped in the passengers seat in joy, happy to get away from here and everything that was going on.

Anna drove at a high speed and surprisingly she was heading to South Park. Even after Kenny came, picked me up then Stan dropping me off, and in the end I'm going back here. I chuckled at the thought and watched as the high school came into view. We delayed between the time we left our school and to the time we got to South Park High School, we got coffee, chatted ate some food, drove around and then finally came here. Anna wanted to pick up the guys though I just wanted to be alone for some reason, but I didn't complain since she did drive me.

I watched a whole load of people get out of the school and off to their cars or buses. I watched the small goodbyes they did and the smiles. I didn't get this, I only had Anna as a close friend and it was hard enough and yet these girls are talking to multiple people at once. I kept my eyes trained on the girls, I never jumped into a car just because my friend was in there and that was what this one girl was doing. Getting into a car just cause her friend was in it. I scoffed at the thought, how stupid could people be. Ever heard of kidnapping? Or even worse, getting sold to people or being raped? Sure they may be your friend but what about the other people. My mind continued to rant by itself even when the door opened.

Kenny's POV

Kyle, Cartman and I all walked up to Anna's car and when we did I saw Y/n day dreaming carelessly while her gaze was out the window. A small smile made it's way to my lips and I couldn't help it. I watched shockingly while Cartman just opened up the door. "What's the bitch doing?" Cartman asked clearly annoyed that he came with us in the first play. Anna laughed softly and turned to Y/n's form. "She does this a lot, day dream or in my words spaces out like a complete air head." Anna rolled her eyes and then they scanned all of us. I wanted to wake Y/n up out of that state but since Anna wasn't worried I guess I shouldn't be either.

"Where's the other one, his name uhm. Stan that's right! Where is he?" Anna turned off her ride and stared at us, I didn't want to respond so I didn't. My eyes wandered to Y/n. She tried helping Karen, she left then she came back to South Park why? Even after she was thrown into an alley way and almost raped. Who would come back to a town like that?

I without even noticing my own actions poked her. Her eyes snapped open wide and they made contact with mine, my heart pounded a little at her shocked form, her hair blocked her view slightly yet her E/c eyes clearly shining as if she was thinking of something hard. "Y/n?" I muffled through my hood, she faked a smile towards me which was forced and I stared back at her with my blue eyes. She seemed worried.

Y/n's POV

"Kenny!" I couldn't believe I actually spaced out for that long. I faked another smile to the whole group, Cartman ignored me but Kenny watched while Kyle was talking with Anna and pointing at the football field. Noticing I was really the only one left in the car I slipped out feeling uncomfortable.

"Where's Stan?" I looked at all the guys. "Football." Kyle huffed out which made me chuckle. Kyle was starting to walk off towards the fields and so I just ran up to him. "So, do you like football Kyle?" I questioned, even though we were friends since kids we never really talked about that kind of stuff I mean we were kids. I was reckless and he was a book worm. A cute one at that though, he helped me a lot with my studies because of it.

"I like it to a point, Stan plays it and I use to back in fourth grade but that changed when I got to middle school. Stan continued to play and I instead focused on my studies a bit more." I nodded at Kyle's point, I would have never pictured Kyle to play football even when it was that young. A smile appeared on my face as I thought about a little Kyle running around with his football gear and likely falling down. I let a giggle escape my lips and Kyle's head shot to mine immediately. "S-Sorry!" I laughed out, Kyle's eyes watched mine carefully but I continued to laugh. "I-I can just imagine a little Kyle running around falling on the ground!" Kyle's eyes widened and his cheeks turned a bright red either from the cold or embarrassment.

"Y-Y/n!" Kyle turned his face away from me and that made me laugh even more. "I'm sorry Kyle, I just couldn't stop thinking of it." Kyle's pace quickened and I raced to catch up to him since his legs were longer and his strides were further. "Slow down Kyle." I whined but Kyle continued to speed walk making me chuckle even more.

"You know you love me!" I cooed at him, Kyle's eyes snapped to my own in shock I believe it was and I couldn't help but smile. His eyes were a bright emerald and he was quite dashing with them. "I-I!" Kyle was cut off as a football was hurled towards our direction and a small 'heads up' was called, my eyes widened as I realized what was happening.