North Park Girl (Stan Marsh x Reader)

Break up~Chapter 20

Y/n's POV

My heart calmed down and my brain started to ease back to not thinking as much as Kenny and I talked in his room; It was a very perverted room with . . . . certain types of pictures around the room that were no appropriate. "So, it feels like I made Stan cheat on Wendy. But! Wendy has been cheating on Stan for so long." I was letting out all my anger in those few words and all Kenny did was sat there and listened carefully. "And with that Stan is still with Wendy." I sighed softly letting my mind recap everything that has occurred so far.

My ex boyfriend breaks up with me, My mom passes away and Stan's girlfriend cheats on him, I feel as if I'm getting Stan to cheat on his girlfriend especially after what she said. Life was just perfect oh and to add to that my ex wants to get back together with me. I looked at the spot of Kenny's bed where he was sitting and staring at me carefully. I didn't feel violated or anything like that even though he is a pervert, my reason because he was like a brother to me. A brother who I know will be there for me for a long time.

"Ken, how do I find out my emotions better? With everything occurring I don't know what I want." I honestly spoke, my eyes went to the ground in a flash so I would not see his. see how he would look at me. I heard him sigh as he responded with a smooth voice. "You don't, you won't know until you really need to." Kenny got off the bed making a shake back and forth, my eyes shot upwards to see Kenny smiling sadly. "You'll figure it out."I nodded my head without looking at him straight in the eyes. "Uhm,

"Should I call up Stan?" I questioned again. Kenny's voice didn't come for a few minutes leaving me confused, likely thinking on what I should do. I felt helpless right now; unable to make up my mind on what way to go. Do I like him? Do I just like him as a friend? What about Wendy? What about Zack? What about my dad? I need to go back home eventually and when I do what do I say to him, my mom's warning still rung in my head but how can I escape him, he's my father. I shook my head violently to get rid of the thoughts but some still lingered.

"You okay Y/n?" I laughed softly at how idiotic I must've looked. I never thought my life would get this bad and it all began with Zack and I breaking up. Right then and there my mind clicked something together, like puzzle pieces. "Omg! Ken drive me to Zack's!" I jumped off of his bed and ran out of his house in a hurry. It all started with Zack so maybe if I fix things with Zack it'll fix that? Do I even love Zack still?

"Ugh!" I screamed out in confusion, If I don't love him what then? If I don't how do I fix things? "Come on Ken!" I screamed out again. I grabbed my phone from my pocket and scrolled to Zack's name my finger hovering across it. If this was true, would I have met all the guys? All the joys I had with them? "Y/n!" Kenny came running out of the house and in front of me a few seconds later his eyes wide, I couldn't tell if it was fear or sadness. "Not him!" I cocked my head to the side softly, not him? "Get in the car." Kenny jumped in without finishing his other words abou the him.

I jumped in after and watched as Kenny quickly turned the car on and drove off in the direction of Stan's house. "Kenny, where we goin?" I questioned as I watched familiar scenery pass by. My heart was thumping loudly as Stan's house came into sight. "You are not talking to Zack, he's not good. Stan I know wants to talk to you so talk to him!" Kenny in the light looked sad, his eyes glazed and him looking straight ahead. "Ken-" I started but was cut off with Kenny glaring at me. "Go now." I was about to snap something back at him when my name was called by the voice all to familiar.

"Y/n!" I turned around to see Stan coming towards the car. I jumped out of the car and closed the door behind me expecting a swift get away ride if something were to go wrong but Kenny's engine roared and he was gone. "Bitch." I muttered lowly under my breath glaring at the marks left on the ground from his car. "Y/n-" I cut him off quickly and started talking. "I don't know what I was saying with Wendy, I was mad and I couldn't stand her at that moment." I said that but I didn't mean it. Stan stood there blinking multiple times. "I-I wanna thank you." With those words my head snapped up to catch Stan looking away with his face slightly red. "Now I know what she was doing, and we broke up." Stan didn't look up when he talked but he didn't need to. He was probably hurt which made my stomach turn even more. I broke them up.
"Stan, I-I'm so sorry." I breathed out quickly. I know how it feels to be broken up with or to break up with someone. I never wanted to be the cause of it. "S-Stan If I could take it back I would I swear." I started muttering apologies but suddenly my mouth was covered and I was just talking into a hand.
"You don't need to say sorry, it hurts yeah but I don't love her and she doesn't love me." My eyes blinked and I felt my heart break. "Why were you with her then?" I questioned softly, Stan smiled sadly at me and quietly said, "Because I use to." I nodded and gradually my head averted his eyes. I could feel he was staring at me but I couldn't look at him. "Stan I-"
"What are you doing here?" A voice suddenly broke off my sentence, I spun around and stared at my father who was in his car. It was dark in his car so it was difficult to see his expression but I could imagine it. "I-I Dad, " I stuttered trying to get the words out but every time I tried I fumbled. "Get in the car." I nodded obediently and started heading towards the car in fear, I didn't want to get in trouble, get hurt. Get yelled at by him. I came closer to the car and smelt whisky, the scent was strong and new. I closed my eyes but opened the door still and jumped in slowly.
"Y/n, who's this?" Stan questioned trying to squint through the dark, "My dad," I mumbled the ending when he drove off quickly. I looked over to my dad and saw his eyes were furious. He was pissed. . . .