It's all about Black (10 mates) - Finished

Chapter 29: Things i shouldn't say

Chapter 29: Things i shouldn't say

"WHAT?!" they roared in anger as their eyes turned pitch black. Their hold on me got tighter as they stared me down in anger. I knew I had to say something, should I explain or calm them down. I felt so small and fragile under them.

In one snap they could break my neck, but deep down I knew they never would hurt me. Actually they have hurt me before, but then like really hurt me and I mean REALLY hurt me. "I-I-I" I stuttered, I cursed at myself for sounding so weak.

"Who did this to you?" Zak growled and swung me over to lay on top of him. His growling scared me and tried to get off of him but he just sat up and held me close and shushed me, he comforted me like you would comfort a kid.

Gently he stroked my hair "baby girl? Tell us?" he begged trying not to growl, that much. He sounded so scared and sad that it surprised me a lot, the big bad wolf turned sweet and caring. I didn't answer, I wanted to but I was scared, their short temper wasn't something I was eager to mess with.

The triplets sat down behind Zak so that I was facing them over his shoulder. "Did he hurt you?" Mike asked with a broken voice on the verge of tears. That surprised me, "what?!" I asked confused "why?" I pushed myself away from Zak and surprisingly he let me do it "no... no!" I almost yelled at them.

Their idea of what had occurred started to make sense, they thought I was doing it unwillingly... I shook my head trying to get that thought out of my system. The thought of Asgar forcing me is something I don't even want to imagine.

"He's going to suffer" Nathan said as if that was meant to comfort me. They looked at me with pity and I could almost feel their sympathy. They obviously thought the worst.

"STOP IT!" I yelled as the voice of confusion overpowered my mind, I stood up and walked around trying to calm myself. The boys all stood up and looked ready to kill "we're going to kill him" Zak said angry "stay!" he ordered me and pushed me back on the bed as they ran. I ran to the window to see them all turn into their wolves as they exited the house.

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Angela and a bunch of other girls 7 or so from the party came into my room. They all looked sorry as they came up to me and gave me a hug "don't worry" one of the girls said in a comforting voice. They lead me to the bed and we all sat down on it.

Angela broke the awkward silence "Tessa has a similar past, but she found her mate and he protected her from him and they are expecting their first pup by now" she said gesturing to the same girl who whispered "don't worry" to me.

"No, I...", Tessa cut me off "I know it's hard but try to trust them, they will never hurt you" she gave me the 'everything is going to be alright look, "I wasn't..", again I was interrupted this time by another girl "your mates will love you no matter what past you have" she smiled. When no one talked for 2 seconds I started again hoping that this time I was allowed to finish my sentence!!!

"You don't understand, I was ne...", "We do understand dear it's a horrible memory, but it is a memory that's all it is" I was interrupted once again by these girls. I looked up at the ceiling trying to stay calm, but gosh they made it hard! They didn't let me explain at all, they just jumped to conclusions!

Angela hugged me from the side "we're here all the way, you can talk to us about anything" she said. "I'm glad, but you need to...", "we'll wait and it's fine, no one will force you to say anything" Tessa finished my sentence, or so she thought

Deep breaths, Miley, really deep breaths, calm down! I was all shaken and ready to explode. The pity looks from the girl made me blow.

"NO, NOW YOU LET ME FINISH!!!" I shouted at them finally being able to finish a sentence without being interrupted. They looked at me chocked. "There was no forcing, no abuse, no rape" I shouted at them annoyed. They looked at me with pity again. "It's o"... that Tessa girl started. "NO! it's not okay you interrupt me all the time! You let me finish or I am kicking you out of here along with the rest of you" I pointed at Tessa making my point clear.

They didn't understand a thing according to the look on their faces. "I had a boyfriend okay!?" I stated and waited for them to realize their mistake, "your boyfriend did that to you" Angela asked in a low voice.

Deep breaths! Heavy footsteps echoed on the stairs, my mates were back. I could hear them stand just outside the door, if I'm not mistaken, which I'm not, then they are trying to hear our conversation through the door.

Angry as hell I walked to the door and yanked it open, my mates stood there with shock written all over their faces. "SIT" I ordered loudly and pointed to the bed annoyed. They did as told and sat down behind the girls who sat on the edge of the bed.

Tessa stood up "it's okay, they will understand" she said in a calming voice. My fist were ready to hit and took everything in me not to smack her right there. I am not an angry person, right now they just really got on my nerve. Why is it such a big deal that I am not virgin? – this isn't the 1800-centrury! They are accusing me for being a victim of sexual abuse, Asgar never hurt me!!! I loved him! 3 fucking years we dated!

"OUT!" I pointed to the door, Tessa looked at me unsure of what to do, "get the hell out of here" I yelled in her face. She ran like a scared kitten and closed the door behind her. "One more interruption and I am out of here! Understood??" I asked them looking up at the ceiling trying to calm down.

They were all quiet. Thank god!

"I had sex with an old boyfriend of mine and I loved it, every bit of it, he was willing to wait, but I was ready! I love him and I lost my virginity to him and I don't regret it at all" I roared at them pissed as hell.

All the boys growled and their eyes flashed between their normal eye color and black. "I was never forced or abused by him, the only one who has ever hit me is you" I shouted at my mates pointing at them as I said so.

The girls all sneaked out, seconds after I realized why... Zak grabbed the lamp on the nightstand and threw it into the wall so it crashed and broke into a million pieces.

Suddenly all my anger was replaced with guilt, I shouldn't have said all of that, I shouldn't have yelled at them or thrown Tessa out of the room. It's not me acting this way. They all left angry. I grabbed Nathan's arm as he was walking out but he yanked it back without looking at me.

All alone. I was left all alone and my mates were mad at me, the only friends I could talk to around here are also mad at me and I am mad at myself for being like this.

Hours went by. I woke up in the middle of the night in my clothes on the bed. I must have fallen asleep. Still no signs of them.

I jumped of the bed and walked outside, all the lights were turned off, it was in the middle of the night. I walked out of their room and looked around the 'castle'. I walked down and found a kitchen, the packs kitchen I guess.

I took a glass of water and sat down at the table. "Don't worry my dear, they'll be back soon" a female voice said from behind me. I turned in surprise and saw their mom standing behind me.

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