chapter 5

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  I start to cry while writing my parents letter this is what it said

‘ Hey mom and dad by now you must know what I did and you are probably asking why? Well it wasn't to hurt you I just didn't want to be a burden to you guys anymore… now you are probably confused well I'm gay and I know you don't approve of them and I've been getting bullied every day and today I snapped I can't take all this pain I had to do it. Please don't be sad or blame yourself because it's not your fault. It's mine I am weak I couldn't take this pain and hopefully my after life is better. I love you guys you guys are amazing parents. Take care of yourself and annabelle

                   Sincerely,
                             your son brandon

         I couldn't stop the tears from falling I quickly write my sister the same thing but I told her i'm sorry for being an  embarrassment to her

then I wrote one for gabby and it pretty much said she's the bestest friend I could ever ask for .

After i'm done I fold them and put them on the counter and grab the bottle

“hey you've been in there for a while now how about you come out now brandon”  

I ignore her and open the bottle and all that is replaying in my head is

THEY WILL BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME.

YOUR A DISGRACE TO THE FAMILY.

KILL YOURSELF

“Brandon come out now “

I dump the pills into my hand

“I will call your father if you don't come out “ she yells

I take all the pills.

THEY WILL BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME.

YOU ARE ONLY HELPING THEM

YOUR A BURDEN TO THIS FAMILY

THEY WILL BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU.

THEY WILL BETTER OFF WITHOUT ME.

“Brandon” I hear her yell before I fall to the floor

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