illegirl ⌮ lee felix

c h a p t e r 2.

Jiyeon~

Ring*

Fuck, I have school.

I quickly got dressed up, picking out the ugly uniform from my closet- it's mandatory for us to wear it. Our school makes us wear (for girls) a long sleeved white buttoned-up top, a matching black knit vest and a red tie, a dark blue blazer- which in my opinion almost looks black, and some stupid ass short skirt, in the color light grey. (Hanlim uniform basically lmao)

I always eat at Felix's place, since there's like nine of them in that dorm and Chan always "accidentally" makes ten servings.

The nine of them living there are Chan, Woojin, Minho and Changbin, who are all already in university. Jisung, Seungmin, Hyunjin and Felix, are all in the same grade as me- and of course our friend who's just a year younger, Jeongin.

"Good morning!" I yelled, while sitting in the living room with them.

"Where's Jeongin?" I suddenly noticed right away, since he's usually the first one up.

"Jeongin has a fever and wanted to sleep longer. He keeps wanting to go to school today, because he said it would be a waste if he doesn't. Poor kid keeps on pushing himself..." Woojin explained to me.

"Let me go see him." I stood up, and knocked on the door to Jeongin's room.

"Hello!" He smiled to me, as he opened the door.

Everyone in the dorm is older than Jeongin, so he always wants to act
mature. We all know that he's still just a baby though.

"What's going on? I heard you're not feeling well." I looked at him, and he really does look exhausted.

"I have to go to school! My parents are not paying for my tuition, for me to just lack off. I don't want to be a burden to you guys too..."

"You're not a burden, and I'm sure your parents would understand... don't abuse your body. If you really can't do it, just rest."

"No, I'm going." He looks determined, and I really didn't know what else to say.

"Alright, but don't tire yourself out too much."

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Felix~

I walked to Jennie's house- as usual, and waited for her to get out the door.

"Felix, I told you- you don't have to come pick me up everyday." She told me, while we started walking.

"Why? Don't you like it?"

"It's not that I don't like it... why don't you just walk with your friends or something?"

"Well, I want to walk with you." I tried to hold her hand, but she refused.

"You know, people can't see us together. It's embarrassing." She looked at me then laughed.

"When will you tell people about our relationship? We've been together for three months- are you ashamed of being with me?"

"It's not that. It's just- you know, I'm afraid that my exes would go after you. I'm doing this to keep you safe."

"You think I can't take care of myself? Jennie, my parents made me live in a dorm ever since I was thirteen. I can keep myself safe."

"Whatever. Just don't tell anyone."

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Jiyeon~

"I like you." He shyly confessed to me. The girls in the back grunted and some were saying "awe" all at the same time.

What the heck do I say? I like Hyunjin as a friend, but that's it. I've always thought of him that way... but Felix told me not to turn him down yet.

"Ahh... okay." I nodded.

"So, can we date?" Hyunjin stuttered while trying to talk. He blinked twice as fast, and was also heavily breathing.

"Let me think about it first." I awkwardly chuckled.

"O-Okay! Of course, take your time." He widely smiled. Felix is right- if I turned him down right now, his fangirls would have killed me already.

Felix suddenly sat beside me, looking all stressed out. What happened to him?

"Are you okay man?" I tried to comfort him.

"Jennie keeps on pushing me away... I feel like she's ashamed of me. Tell me and be honest- does it look like I'm the only one making an effort in our relationship?"

"Honestly... yes." Well, he told me to be honest so....

"I don't want to break up with her though- but she'd hate me if I told everyone about us."

"Well, Jennie's the most popular girl in school; many boys are in love with her. She probably just wants to keep you safe."

"That's what she told me too..." He suddenly looked over to the other side of the table, and saw Hyunjin smiling from ear-to-ear as he ate his food. "Did he?"

"He confessed to me in front of everyone." I rubbed the back of my neck, since I'm starting to feel a bit stressed out.

"I knew it," Felix chuckled "told you so."

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Jiyeon~

I honestly feel horrible for Felix- he doesn't deserve to be treated that way, no one does.

Ever since they've been together, he never cared about himself anymore. He cried more, he barely eats any of his meals, causing him to lose weight. He even forgets to practice what he loves doing the most- dancing.

If I break the two up, it will benefit Felix... and also me- I can't help seeing him cry anymore.

But how would I do that?

It's obvious that Felix doesn't like me, so how would I possibly get them to break up? Even if I go hook up with Felix of something, Jennie wouldn't give a shit.

What if I do something else?

Like... maybe steal Jennie away from Felix? He's pure and easy to manipulate.

Ew- that's disgusting. I hate Jennie and I'm straight.

But what if that's the only way?

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I hope you guys are enjoying this book so far!

Song: iKON (아이콘) - Love Scenario (사랑을 했다)