illegirl ⌮ lee felix

c h a p t e r 38.

Jiyeon~

I moved around a bit in my bed, trying to find that one comfortable position. It feels horrible when you have your period. In my case, I get seriously painful cramps.

I thought about Felix and I's "hangout" earlier. I can't believe he went to get me pads again, even though it's really embarrassing for him.

I love that boy so much.

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Felix~

"Hello." I said while Sky came down from the stairs. We then started walking to school as usual. Students and buses pilling up the streets.

My first period class this semester is dance, which is actually extremely tiring. But at least I don't have gym anymore.

"Felix... can I talk to you?" Jennie swayed back and forth, trying to look innocent. What a way to start off my day...

"Yeah?" I examined her face.

"I'm going back to New Zealand next week," she looked down and sighed.

"Really? That's great then." Bye Jennie, don't come back.

"Can you just date me again? Just for a week? I know I sound so desperate, but if you date me now- I promise, I won't bother Jiyeon anymore. If you don't date me..." she smirked. "I'll make my last week here living hell for her."

"Oh wow, I'm so scared!" I act frightened and then suddenly started chuckling. "Even if I date you, Sky's week would be even more of a hell. Me going out with you- making her go through all that again? I don't think so. I would never hurt her like that anymore, so I don't care if you try to do something to her. I don't care because I'm here, and I won't ever let you get your hands close to her."

"I'm Jennie. I can do anything."

"Well guess what Jennie? No one cares."

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Jiyeon~

I waited by the front gates so that Felix and I could walk together. While waiting, Jennie walked passed me and gave me this nasty look. Hopefully karma hits her nasty personality.

"You okay?" Felix tapped my back, and that's when I then realized that I was daydreaming.

"I'm fine." I smiled and he then suddenly pulled me in for a hug.

"Did Jennie do anything to you?" He whispered.

"Nope. Why?" I fumbled against his chest.

"I'll tell you later," he pulled away and fixed my hair. "Let's go?"

While walking to our dorm, Felix told me about what Jennie told him during dance and such. How she threatened him again if he didn't do it. That girl is really a psychopath.

"Thank you." I kissed his cheeks. I know this is against our rules... but I just couldn't help it.

"Yeah." He pulled away from me really quickly- as if he didn't want it. Oh...

"I'll get going then, I guess." I awkwardly told him while I quickly went inside my dorm room. I closed the door shut and immediately fell on the floor in embarrassment, while leaning back over onto the wall.

"Why did you do that?" I hit my head with my hand, and regretted it right after. "Ouch..."

I went inside my room and saw something beside my bookshelf.

It's the disc.

I took it out of the clear case, while putting on my headphones and inserting the cd inside the disc-man.

The song basically talked about our childhood, specifically bus 4419. Ah- the good days!

"How are you doing these days?
It's fall soon, the leaves are falling.
When you left, it was the hot summer.
But your spot is empty like the winter." Felix sang and that's when my eyes started to tear up.

Oh my goodness, Felix sang.

Never in my life have I ever heard him sing. He usually just raps when we go to Noraebangs, and he always just dances. Why was he hiding such an amazing talent?

And the lyrics. Oh gosh, the lyrics.

I can't help but reminisce about the days when we didn't even think about our futures yet. This crazy thing called love that brought us but also broke us apart...

I can't help it anymore. Fighting the urge to hug and kiss him, has been so hard for me. I desperately just want him back.

After the song ended, I took off my headphones and immediately knocked on his dorm room.

"Are you okay?" Was the first thing Felix asked me once he opened the door.

"I'm not okay. I just can't do what you want anymore."

"Huh?"

"I love you so much. I'm afraid I can't hold back my feelings for you anymore."

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Song: Stray Kids (스트레이 키즈) — 4419