illegirl ⌮ lee felix

c h a p t e r 24.

Jiyeon~

"She doesn't want to break up with me... what have I gotten myself into?" I tried to release some stress, but I just don't know what to do.

"I'll talk to her. She can't just force what she wants," Felix said while pulling me in for a hug. "You're choosing me, right?"

"Yes, of course." I gave him a little peck on the cheeks.

"I'm relieved," he sighed as if a weight was taken off his shoulders. "Do you still love Jennie?"

"Well, yeah... I still have feelings for her. I don't think that it would ever go away," I explained to him.

"I should have just never let you get close to her- she's just making things harder for us now."

"But if you come to think of it, she was also the one who brought us together."

"Right."

"It's almost winter break after exam," I told him in attempt to change the topic. I suddenly remembered what my parents told me. "But apparently my parents want me to stay in Vancouver during the break..."

"Two weeks without you? I can't do that," he suddenly pressed his lips against my forehead and I felt my heart beat like sonic once again. "Let's talk everyday?"

"Of course. We have two weeks left till then and it's almost exam week. For the time being, do you want to stay at my place? I want to spend time with you, and we can like study together..." I shyly presented him my ideas.

"I like that idea." He smiled and I melted.

I love him so much.

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Felix~

"You staying at Jiyeon's place until before winter break?" Chan asked, literally repeating what I just told him.

"Yeah, we want to spend more time with each other."

"Hey, don't forget the protection this time..." He warned and handed me a pack.

"No! We're not gonna do anything like that ever again, unless we're married or something," I gave it back to him.

"Or something..." Chan sighed but then finally gave it up. "I'll bring you two food everyday. Except on Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I want you two to come over and eat with us."

"Really? You're the best!" I hit him on the back. "Hyung, do you have a girlfriend yet?"

"I'm at my last year of university. Not now, it'll just be a distraction..." he coldly said. Something's up with him- it's so obvious.

"Do you like anyone?" I wiggled my eyebrows and Chan looked away in disgust.

"Well..." he hesitated for a bit. "No."

"Liar liar, pants on fire!"

"You're so immature," He scoffed. "Fine... yeah I do. She studies in the women's university, building right beside mine. I come out at the same time as her everyday, and I've seen her alone in the library a couple of times."

"Have you talked to her?"

"No." He looked down and his mood suddenly changed.

"If you like someone, go talk to them. Get to know each other-"

"I can't."

"Why not?"

"Because she's mute."

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Jiyeon~

Felix told me about Chan's crush on this girl and all. In all honesty, Chan is an amazing person and he definitely deserves all the love in this world. He needs to start having a love life too, other than just looking after us all the time.

Felix and I arrived at school a few minutes before our first class, and I immediately spotted Jennie by the front gates.

"Hello!" She hugged me.

"Ehem..." Felix fake coughed while looking away.

"So, how are you?" Jennie asked, as if she didn't even care about Felix's existence. "Can I hang out at your place after school?"

"No, you can't." Felix answered her question before I did.

"I wasn't talking to you. So, what do you say?" She looked at me with doe eyes.

"Um..." I took a quick glance at Felix and he definitely looks hella pissed. "Well, I'm not really sure."

"I never agreed with the break up. Whether you like it or not, I'm always going to be yours," she glared at Felix. "Don't be surprised if she changes her mind and picks me instead."

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