illegirl ⌮ lee felix

c h a p t e r 6.

Week 1, day 5

Jiyeon~

"Here you go." Felix said while handing me back my hat.

"Thanks, I'll get going now." I tried opening the door, but he suddenly stopped me and put his hand over mine- which is holding the handle.

"No, stay... I'm by myself here today. They all have plans, and left me here alone." He mumbled into my ear.

"Ahh... okay." I trembled. His hand is still on mine...

"Wanna watch a show?" He asked and I nodded. He put on a show from Netflix and sat right beside me. This is suffocating- there's legitimately so much space on the other end of the sofa.

"Felix... there's some s-space over there." I stuttered.

"Nah, it's fine. I like it here, it feels warm." He smiled at me and my heart melted. Stop it, Lee Felix- I'm not supposed to like you.

We ended up finishing the whole season one of Thirteen Reasons Why, and he suddenly started bombarding me with such random questions that don't even relate to the show, whatsoever.

"Have you ever been interested in guys?" Felix looked at me with puppy dog eyes.

"Nah, only girls." I popped the bubble of my chewing gum, and he suddenly turned off the tv- which left the room in complete silence.

"Really? Have you ever liked me?"

I still do.

"Are you a girl?" I snapped back at him, and he just laughed and called me cute.

"I think you're lying." He crossed his arms and stared me down. Fuck, can he really see through me?

"No, Felix. Just no." I put my hand up to his face and started waving it. He started giggling, and suddenly just hugged me.

"You were my first love." He mumbled and I suddenly felt weak. What the hell are you doing Lee Felix...

"Y-You're so disgusting," I pushed him away and fixed my hair. "Who dared you to do this?"

"Nobody. I'm just telling the truth."

"Stop playing around... it's not funny." I stood up to get some snacks from the kitchen, when I suddenly felt someone hug me from behind.

"Nobody's playing around here. I'm breaking up with Jennie soon, you've already won." He whispered into my ear.

"Why would you do that?" I turned around- regretfully, because now our faces are so close to each other and I'm literally still in his arms.

"Because she never treated me right. Why did I only see it now?" Felix pulled me in closer until I'm almost out of breath. "Jennie's yours now, but I also want you all to myself. Why is this so complicated?"

Stop it, Felix. It hasn't even been a week through the bet- yet, you're already backing out.

"Rule number eight, you must finish until the end of this month. Why are you breaking that rule?"

"Because rule number six, always be honest with each other," he placed one of his hands behind my neck, and I immediately trembled due to his sudden touch. "I like you."

"Felix-"

And that's when he suddenly kissed me.

I waited so long for this kiss... but why doesn't it feel sincere? Like he's kissing me so well, but I don't really feel anything.

"You've just cheated on your girlfriend." I sighed, while trying to catch my breath after he pulled away.

"So did you" he chuckled then suddenly gave me a big hug. "Shh, don't tell her."

I just realized that I've already succeeded... but why doesn't it feel that way?

Rule number six, be honest with each other.

Broken.

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Felix~

I pulled away, and Sky didn't look a slight bit impressed. Did she really feel nothing? Should I do it again?

"You've just cheated on your girlfriend." She sighed, while trying to catch her breath.

"So did you" I chuckled. "Shh, don't tell her." If Jennie found out, she would kill the both of us.

I suddenly hugged her, but she still didn't say anything after that.

Why is it so hard to satisfy her?

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It's finally the weekend:')))

Song: Hoodie Allen, Blackbear & SuperDuperKyle — Champagne and Pools