In South Park

His Apologie

(Kyles pov)

I have no idea how long my mom and dad were hanging on me. All I know is that during all the fuss Gabbie had left. I felt bad lying to everyone but, I guess it made me feel good that I had Gabbie.

"Mom, Dad. Can I go now? Please?" I said shoving away from them.

"Of course sweety! Go!" My mom said and I turned away from them.

This was very weird. I just want to find Gabbie now and tell her how much she means to me. I wonder where she went?

(Gabbies pov)

I walked around the small town of South Park and sighed. How? I mean, I saw him die right in front of me...

I cleared my throat from the tears that started to choke me up.

"Hey, Gabbie." I heard Stan say.

I turned around after wiping my face. "Hey."

He held his left arm with his hand and looked at the ground. He shuffled his feet for a second then looked me in the eyes.

"I'm sorry for telling you too choose. I haven't got to tell you yet and I was wondering if I could make it up to you by buying some ice cream together..."

I bit my lip and closed my eyes. Should I? I sighed deeply.

"Fine."

...

Stan and I walked to the store in silence. I wish that everything between us could just be normal again. We stepped into the store and walked up to the counter.

"One chocolate shake and a... what do you want?" Stan asked.

I gasped. He liked chocolate shakes too?

"Same..." I replied and walked toward a booth.

I sat there looking out the window for a moment till Stan walked over.

"Here you go." He sat the shake down in front of me.

I nodded and looked him in the eyes. Something about him seemed... different... We both started to sip at our shakes.

"So... How have you been?" Stan asked suddenly.

"Good. You?"

"I've been better."

"Oh. Sorry to hear that." I said taking a big gulp of chocolate ice cream.

I took big gulps out of my shake until I was just sipping air. Stan did the same and pushed his glass away. We both stood up and I left a few dollars on the table for the person who had to clean up. Then we walked out of the store together.

"I'm really sorry for doing that. I never wanted to hurt you." Stan said. He stopped walking and I turned around to look at his face. He was looking at the ground and his fists were clenched by his sides. I started to walk toward him but stopped myself. "I feel like I have let you down, I can understand if you don't ever want to see me again. I get it now. I am just a"

I rammed into him and wrapped my arms around him. My arms around his arms. I felt his body shuddering under mine so I dug my fingers into his coat.

"Sh... Its okay..." I whispered and pulled him closer.

We stayed there in the middle of the street like that for several minutes until he calmed down.

"Gabbie... Can I ask for just one thing?" He ask wrapping his arms around me.

"Um... Sure Stan."

"May I kiss you. Just once?"

I froze for a moment before he pulled out my arms and grabbed my face. He held my chin and pulled my face to his. Our lips met and we kissed. Soon our breathing was heavy and I pulled away from him.

"I'm sorry. I have to go." I said and started to run. I felt really bad and before I knew it I was at a lake. I sat down on the bank and started to sob. Why!? Why was I like this! People probably thought I was a whore! Agh! Why did I love all of them!?

Why was I... myself?