Vampire's guest {First Book}

To the Hell

Warning! This part contains self-harming scenes! 

The knocking on my door woke me up. My face felt sore and my eyes burned. I was crying whole night.

-Y/N, wake up! You'll be late for school!

-Fuck school.

I say to myself. I quickly change in all black, fix my hair and wash my face. 

-Dam it! I still look like failed abortion. Well, sorry myself. We'll be subject of bullies today, again.

I say and look around searching for my toothbrush. Then I saw familiar shine almost next to it. My old razor blade. My hands shook as I stared at it. I pushed it away together with the box it was on. Tears rolled over my face and that's when I decided not to care anymore. About him, her, me, anyone. I'm done. I got up, took my stuff for school, took a few deep breaths and left the room. Mum was waiting for me downstairs. She wasn't working today so she will take me to school.

-Do you want to wait for Elizabeth and Malka?

-I don't care, mum. Do however is easier to you.

She nodded and we waited. When Elizabeth and Malka got out of the house, my mum waved them to come with us. They came in and talked and talked, but I couldn't hear anything. I was just looking through the window.

-Y/N, are you okay? 

-Yes.

I said, not knowing why am I lying, when I haven't felt worse in my life.

-You didn't answer our question.

-What was it?

-Do you know anything about those murders?

-I don't and I couldn't care less about some dead people that bullied me. 

Elizabeth and Malka just stared. I looked at Elizabeth, she was worried. 

-Where is your boyfriend?

-Wh..What are you talking about?

-Oh come on Liz! I know your little secret romance with Damien! Lord Orion sent me the pics of you two snogging!

Elizabeth just stared while Malika looked at her, her eyes full of betrayal. 

-You knew Y/N likes him! You knew and you didn't bother to tell her the truth! She had to find out on most hideous way! I'm deeply disappointed with you!

My mum tried to be cool, to stat out of it. It was like looking at cat trying not to eat the bird. 

-Mum, we'll  get out here. Thanks for the ride.

I said emotionless and went straight into the school. I prepared for my next class and tried not to notice the looks I got for being without Elizabeth first time since we know each other. The classes passed slowly, every minute felt like an hour. I ran on my way home and locked myself in my room. The tears rolled over my face. Being a cold person is really not in my blood. 

-Y/N, is everything okay?

-Go the fuck away, Damien! I don't want to talk to you and I don't want to see you ever again!

-Y/N, please...

-I said I don't want to talk to you!

I said trying to keep my voice calm. I ran into my bathroom and locked that door too.

-Where the fuck is that razor?!

Anger was boiling in me. Pain I felt was too much. 

-I can't take it...I'm not strong enough....Oh God how stupid I could be?!

I finally found the razor. I took it and pressed against my wrist, cutting it slowly but not too deep. I continued to cut like that on my both arms. The blood was everywhere, but all I could care about was to make that pain in my chest stop. I screamed as loud and as long as I could, trying to push it out, but it was still there not moving at all. I stayed there whole day. I could hear my mother calling me, Malka, Elizabeth, Roxie and Damien too. When the Sun started to show, I was still sitting there, in the corner of my bathroom. Blood stains were all over my clothes. The blood on my wrists was stained and it wasn't leaking anymore. I got up and washed my hands, hissing on every touch. I put on my long sleeved jumper, took my school bag and slowly walked out of the house, ignoring the time on the watch that was showing 5:30 a.m. I walked as slow as I could. The road to the school was still dark from the shadows that trees were making. Then I heard something moving in the woods. I started going faster as my protection bell started to make sounds.

-I'm totally not in mood for running!

I said and ran as bell was getting louder and louder. Then, when I was just in front of the school, I heard that thing right behind me. It grabbed my whist on what I screamed of pain, and turned me around to face it.

-Lord Orion is sending his greetings and begs you to come with me peacefully or else...I will have to hurt you really, really bad.

-Just knock me out already! I'm too dead inside to walk.

The thing stared at me and then I felt sudden pain in my head and passed out.

*Three hours later*

-Boss, she is waking up.

I slowly opened my eyes to see that I'm in some God forgotten place, probably and all that plus Lord Orion and his monsters were being kind enough to be my company here.

-I see you have changed.

-By what, oh mighty all-knowing creature? 

I said sarcastically. Orion smirked and squeezed my wrist tightly. I screamed in pain and he laughed.

-Be nice and I'll try not to torture you that much. Be bad girl and you won't get out of here alive.

-You say I can get out of here? 

-One day I will get bored of you, I will delete your memory of me and send you back to your world. Until then, you and I are going to have some fun.

-You are one sadistic pervert! Go to Hell!

-Oh, sweetie! We are already in it.

He laughs and I take my chance to look around. Everywhere was lava and fire and torturing, and I seemed to be the order of the day.

-You are going to be my most favorite toy in here. Be nice to my slaves. It's been a long time since they touched the body of a woman.

He says and opens the door where I could see around fifty men waiting, some of them just as old as I am.

-Well my dear men, this is your reward for all the work you did here. Enjoy yourself, and watch out, she is little rough.