Must existence be justified by love.
Or must love justify existence.
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You look at me with warmth, yet I feel
the frost deep beneath. It is as if those
tender words are meant for somebody
else. These things, these trivial things you
say, they are the things that hurt me the
most.
Why do you keep on denying a fact? It
first it was all okay, yet as time passes by
they slowly tear me to pieces. Will you
all realize it when it's already too late
once again?
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He smiled at me.
A smile that sent me light year away.
A smile that stunned me,
With an impact. BOOM--
He
smiled at me.
I tried to smile back,
Ignoring the rapid beating of this damn
muscle.
Calming my hormones raging
Trying to “go for natural”.
He smiled at me.
I tried to smile back,
I took that giant leap of faith,
hoping dreams do come true.
I approached him
Steady, one, two-
He smiled at me.
I tried to smile back,
I took that giant leap of faith.
He waved at me,
Everything warped around me,
people, things, time and space
He smiled at me.
I tried to smile back,
I took that giant leap of faith.
He waved at me,
I looked back,
It wasn’t me.
He smiled at me,
No,
He smiled at her.