In and Out |Dave East| editing.

Chapter 31

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Continued from last Chapter...

I continued to repeatedly hit this girl anywhere I had access. I kept replaying all the shit she said to me, all the lies she told on me, all that shit was making it worse on her. People kept trying to pull me off of her but at this point all I seen was red.

Hearing sirens I'm guessing the cops were pulling up. Eventually being pulled apart as expected she started to talk more shit. I swear females never learn.

"Guh' shut up yo mouth is what caused all of this. Keep fuckin' with me, yo daughta' ain't gon' have a mother, now dead that shit, bitch."

Pushing everybody off of me I made my way to my car, I was beyond over this shit. I should've stayed my ass at home.

Getting to my hotel room I hopped in the shower then put on my pajamas. People was blowing up my shit trying to figure out where I was, I didn't even wanna be bothered by them.

Clearing all the shit off my phone I texted Maze irritating ass letting her know where to meet me.

Ten minutes later she was knocking at the door.

"Wassup, why yo brother keep asking do I know where you are."

I glanced at her. "Did you tell him."

She shook her head no. "I told him I didn't even know you were back."

"Just for the week." I told her laying back in the bed.

"Yo knuckles are bruised up. Did you get into a fight."

"Carter baybeh moms doesn't know how to keep her mouth shut, ended up fighting at the club."

"Wow." She said shaking her head.

I sighed closing my eyes. "I'm so close to being done with life."

"Meaning what exactly."

"Exactly what it sounds like."

"Now Jaycean I know that you probably going through alot but thinking about suicide is not the answer."

What she said went in one ear and out the other. I wasn't necessarily gonna try to off myself but the thought has constantly crossed my mind.

"It's more so a thought." I told her almost falling asleep as she rubbed her hands threw my hair.

"Doesn't matter Jaycean."

Watching as my phone rung over and over again I was becoming irritated. These niggas didn't know how to take a damn hint.

"How did y'all get into anyways."

Telling her the whole story so she could understand why I was upset, she agreed with the girls that it was somewhat my fault too.

"My fault how though, okay Jaxon is my best friend now but we'll never cross that line of being more than that."

"Carter obviously think differently. He probably don't want y'all to get close but y'all somewhat are from what you told me and y'all live together too, just makes it worse if you ask me."

"We just became bestfriend but I'm one hundred and one percent positive that he'd been kicking it at her house since before."

She shook her head. "Y'all shit complicated."

"I'm saying though, if he wants to still kick it with his baybeh moms he might as well dump my ass and go be a family."

Just thinking about him leaving me for her was pissing me off even more.