In and Out |Dave East| editing.

Chapter 48

Excuse the mistakes..

Here I was sitting at the crib doing nothing extremely bored I was actually thinking about calling up Carter just to argue, at least I'll be entertained.

I sat watching Cameron do his homework, my baybeh was now officially six years old. I hope he grows up to be Isaiah height cause as of right now its not looking too good.

"JAYCEAN MAKHYA MARIE ALEXANDER.!"

I heard my moms yell from upstairs of course I ignored her.

Lately that lady been getting on my ever lasting nerve I swear, talking about I need to learn how to take care of my responsibilities referring to Cameron and stop going back Cali to see Squad and Kelly..

We've been trying to keep a low profile out in the streets, we're not a couple but we know were we stand with each other.

I know what y'all thinking aren't you suppose to be at school right now. Hell nah I got put on that academic shit for cursing out this Caucasian female who called me a nigga because I corrected her answer that she had got wrong in History class.

Rolling my eyes at the thought of that conversation I continued to watch Cameron.

"I'm done mama."

I smiled going over his work.

"JAYCEAN.!"

I sighed mugging towards the stairs.

"Stay down hea' and watch t.v. honey."

Slowly walking upstairs I seen my bedroom door open.

"Why are you in my room mother." I asked earning a slap to my face.

"What the fuck is this." she yelled pointing towards my gun that sat on my nightstand.

"A gun, obviously."

Slapping me again I fell on the bed.

"Why is there a gun in this damn house."

I held up my fingers. "Two reasons actually..one, it's my house and two, protection."

"I don't give a damn who house it is, why is it here."

I mugged her. "Didn't I just say protection."

She raised her hand. "LITTLE GIRL."

"Jaycean stop being a smart ass, Javaria said coming into the room. Ma what's the problem."

She pointed towards me. "Yo wanna be grown ass sister has a damn gun in this house."

Javaria looked at me pretty much saying how you not put up the damn gun.

"Ma if Jaycean gonna be out and about she's gonna have to protect herself."

"Protect herself from what." she asked throwing her hands up.

I shook my head making eye contact with Javari before putting my gun on my hip.

"Jason." she told her.

Ma scrunched up her face. "Jason, why."

I rolled my eyes, why her ass wanna know so damn much.

"She don't need to know all that." I told Javaria before she said something she wasn't suppose too.

"Jaycean shut up."

"No ma, this ain't got shit to do with you."

"Jay she has a right to know."

I thought about it. "You're right she does have a right to know cause if it wasn't for her telling him whea' she lived at in Cali, I wouldn't be going through this."