"A Rant"
Do you ever wish for someone to be close to you but, at the same time, far away too? Do you ever want to hold someone but not want to be held? Do you ever want to kiss someone, hold that person's hands, and tell that person how much he/she means to you and not want that for yourself? Is it because you are comfortable with the loneliness? Is it the fear of breaking in front of the person you love and appearing ugly or weak? Is it because your "ok" with all this but you don't ever want someone to be like you - to end up alone? And is it because you're so kind that you're worried someone will abuse that kindness? Is that the reason you lock your kindness behind a frown and harsh eyes? Maybe it is. And maybe it's not. You just want to be loved, like the way you love, but you're afraid it's all going to fail. No. It shouldn't be like this, should it? But what do I know? And... what do you know? Exactly; we know nothing about ourselves and the ones we love.
So let it be.
- Sabrina E.
01/12/2018
