Her Monster

Her Monster|06

This book is Dedicated to RoseBear169 for all her help when I couldn't figure out how to get the story going, you are truly the best and I thank you deeply for everything you've done to help this story and it's journey.
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Fay

*Ring Ring*

I rolled over, looking at my clock I found that it was already 9 am on a Saturday. 

I grabbed my phone and as I opened it, there were over 30 messages and 25 phone calls from Arenda.  I laughed but scrolled through them anyway to see what she had to say.

Fay! I'm sorry, I didn't mean to! - A

Fay Please! Don't reject us! I love you- A

Fay, it was a mistake! I was drunk and it had wolfsbane in it!- A

Please don't forget about us, I can't live without you!- A

It's us against the world? - A

Can you stop acting like a child and talk to me about this?- A

Fine, be this way - A

Please forgive me, I haven't waited centuries to find you just to fuck up when it mattered- A

Happy Belated Birthday???- A

I'm sorry...I love you- A

I was crying, I knew I was being childish or maybe I wasn't because of the fact we both knew she was my mate.  If I did what she did, slept with somebody else and picked that person over our bond would she still be acting the same?

I may be childish, I may be a liar, I may have everyone against me and not a single person who will ever truly love me but at least I have my heart.  My heart tells me not to forgive you, Pixie tells me to not forgive right now.  My heart needs time because what I heard broke the last piece of "hope" I had to ever feel normal- F

I sent, and I felt my shoulders slump in defeat.  It seemed like everything was going downhill, I felt so sad and angry.  Then I felt it, the slow tingling sensation under my skin.  I almost let out a scream but it came out unbearable as I noticed my bed and books weren't touching the ground.