Candy Shop - Negan -

Chapter 10

Negan didn't go to the nursery often. He just didn't have anything to do with the kids in the Sanctuary and he didn't want to lurk around like a creep. Of course most of the children were scared shitless of him anyway. Well, Kitty seemed to be the only here that actually liked him. 

He had been amazing with kids before the apocalypse. Some of Lucille's cousins had children, they often brought them around when the family came together for Thanksgiving or Christmas and Negan spend more time with the children than with the adults. Maybe it was because deep inside her always had been a little boy. 

To be honest he didn't really know why he and Lucille never had children. His wife always wanted them, but Negan never felt ready to be a father, be responsible for something. It was ironic that he always had problems to really be in charge of something, considering he was now king dick of every shit. Even as a teacher he never behaved as a role model. He sweared like a sailor which may have made him the cool teacher, but also brought him a lot of trouble. But he also kept out of most school activities and never did encourage himself to do any bit more than asked of him. Maybe he didn't know who he really was at that time, or he was just lazy as fuck. 

Now he knew exactly who he was and he loved it. He probably was the only lunatic around that found his true nature inside the apocalypse. Hell, he lived better now. Negan was just one of the persons that took advantage out of every situation. He rose from a nobody to someone who was respected by his people and feared by many other. 

Alexis was just this piece of the puzzle he couldn't figure out. The trouble she already caused was huge and she clearly didn't know who was in charge here. But still he couldn't bring himself to properly kick her ass. He just wasn't able to break her. She had this kind of resistance and stubbornness inside her, that made her both a threat and a strong ally. 

He could just let her go. Let her do her part of the alliance and collect shit for him. But now he was spoiling her with everything he had to offer and walked around his home to pick up her kid like a fool. It was his dick making decisions, which never was ending well. There was something about her that turned him on like fire poured directly onto him. He wanted her with every fibre of his body and the fact that she seemed so unfazed by his attempts made the game even more hot. 

Quickly he pushed the thoughts of her away before his pant snake could distract him too much. Grinning, he continued on his way towards the kindergarten. He frowned a little when he saw that the door to the room where the kids should be was open. The girl who should take care of them was nowhere to be found. 

Negan could hear the children argue, Kitty's high pitched voice prominent between boy's laughter. They held her toy car away from her and the small, stubborn whirlwind yelled at the stronger boys and tried her best to get her toy back. Negan had to admit that he was pretty proud, the little girl fought savagely, it reminded him strongly of her mother. 

Smiling to himself, he decided to interrupt the situation and teach those boys a lesson. He put on a cold expression and propped up Lucille against his shoulder, knowing that he would look pretty terrifying for the kids. 

He whistled his signature tune and when he sat a foot in the room, the boys flinched and gasped. Just on Kitty's face a wide smile spread. She shot the boys a winner look, something she too inherited from her mother. 

"Don't you little cunts know how I handle thieves?"

Negan stared the boys down, his voice calm. They shivered in fear and looked like they were about to piss their little boy pants. The boys nodded, implying that they knew. But Negan wouldn't let them go that easily. From the corner of his eye he saw that Kitty tried hard not to jump up and down in excitement.