eat {F.W.}

part 4

april 23

freshman year-

last weight 150.3 lbs

weight now 130.4 lbs

i passed out today.

low blood pressure.

im starting to feel beautiful.

boys notice me.

but i'm not thin enough yet.

the school nurse is on to me, she asked me if i had ate that morning.

i lied.

"yes ma'am" my shoes became really interesting.

"hmm what was it?"

fuck. think fast. sound convincing. "my dad made eggs and toast" i raised my eyes to meet hers.

"you've lost weight, i notice these things rylee. how did you do it?" fuck she knows.

"well i cut all meat and dairy out of my diet. kind like vegan, but i still eat eggs." she didn't seem amused.

"well i'll have to try it, trying to lose this baby weight." she giggled. what the fuck just happened.

my heart was about to beat out of my chest. i just smiled and gave a little chuckle.

"i want you to eat something, and call your mom. you can go home for the rest of the day. let me mark you out."

a/n ^^true story. thank you.❤️ btw finn is coming soon.