eat {F.W.}

part 1

it all started when middle school came around.

6th grade.

i compared myself to all the other girls.

skinny, beautiful tan skin, long hair, big smiles. they were happy with themselves, everyone was happy with them it seemed.

i've never been thin, i've never been the girl the boys chase, i've never thought of myself as pretty.

i didn't stop eating right away. i was only 12 at the time. i just realized i wasn't thin like the pretty girls.

i starved myself to be happy with me.

no it hasn't worked yet.

a/n
im kinda basing this story off of me and my eating disorder, because it's kinda comforting telling my story. it's not something Ive really ever talked about besides with my parents and doctor. and yes im using my first name since it is based off my story.

i really hope i can help someone going through what i did.

yes i did start thinking i was fat in 6th grade, but it didn't really start until my freshman year.

thank you.❤️