For Forever

Not Alone

Well, if it isn't another bump in my Kleinstine and Treebros road!

Well, anyway, this is me here trying to actually write a legitimate chapter, like, with more than a hundred words.... FML I'm a horrible writer.

Anyway... here is the first halfway legit chapter in the fic!

Evan smiled at Connor as the taller boy held him. It was a legitimate smile, a real smile, a happy smile, a not-at-all-fake smile. Maybe this relationship was difficult, a little hard to navigate. Maybe Evan got upset easily, maybe Connor had anger issues, maybe they were both insecure and suicidal and depressed and mentally ill and broken but none of that mattered. Because it could be them, and them, and only the two of them for forever. Nothing could possibly happen to make him love Connor any less. 

Connor saw Evan smile and felt his heart swell with joy. It was all real, it was all there, and everything would be okay. Yeah, sometimes they argued or cried or tried to kill themselves. Yeah, they were both barely taped together at their cracks and flaws and breaks and shattered pieces. And yeah, Connor loved Evan more than anything in this entire universe, and Connor couldn't even fathom what it would do to him if Evan stopped loving him.

Connor wasn't alone, Evan wasn't alone, nobody was alone, everything was okay, everything was going to be fine, for forever.

Finally, the moment you've all been waiting for~

Ladies and gentlemen, I give you............................................averydepressedchristineandjaredandmyheartisbreakingyouarewelcomeforthereleaseofthosebottleduptearsthatIhavealsoIamsosorryoramI

Christine had never felt this upset before.

She was in the closet, because sometimes people went to the bathroom and she wanted to be alone. She was clutching a broom, gripping it as if it were a lifeline. (have a szin reference and also SZIN IS A GODDESS OF ANIMATING MAGIC GO WATCH HER VIDEOS RIGHT NOW BLEASE I WILL WRITE YOU A WHOLE NOVEL IF YOU SUBSCRIBE TO HER CHANNEL MY DUDES) She ran her fingers through her slightly tangled hair and turned on the soundtrack from Les Miserables and listened to On My Own. (I don't own Les Miserables, and I don't own on my own, and I definitely do not own szin) Christine smiled. It was one of her favorite songs because it was so soulful, but now she could relate to it, in a way. She heard people passing in the hall because lunch was over, but she skipped class for the first time ever to stay in that closet.

Jared felt sick. What had he done? He almost laughed. God, he was just like Connor fucking Murphy.  Anger. Fear. Crying. Suicide Attempts. Goddammit. Jared needed to find Christine, apologize, tell her he didn't mean it. Because he didn't mean any of it. It had just... hurt so much when Zoe said that. It had hurt because he loved Evan and he liked Christine almost in that way and Evan was with Connor and he would never find love and it just hurt him. It hurt a lot. All he wanted at that moment was to disappear, just fade away, because he had hurt Christine, who loved him, who saved his life, who cared. Christine, who was cute and happy and smart and incredibly... incredible. She was like... this magical... perfect being. And she liked Jared. Jared couldn't believe it. He needed a closet to hide in. Class was starting. So he opened the door to the nearest one and hid in it, crying so hard he didn't even notice Christine sitting next to him.

*smirks* What a coincidence.

Christine was buried in her music until the song ended and before the next one came on, she heard sobbing that wasn't hers. She pulled out her earbuds and looked around. Immediately she realized who it was.

"Jared?"

Jared looked up from his shoes and stared at Christine. "C-c-c-christine!"

Christine stood up to leave.

Jared grabbed her wrist. "W-wait!" He cried.

"Christine, I didn't mean any of it. I was upset, and I just... I know it wasn't justified. The anger, I mean. I just... I'm sorry. I'm really, really, really sorry and I r-really like you. Like, a lot..." Jared paused to let out a choking sob. "S-so n-now you can leave, and lock this d-damned door, and you can hit me, and hurt me, and hate me, and hate me and hate me and hate me and hate me and hate me and hate me and hate me and hate me forever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever and ever but I want you to know first that I love you and always will, so g-g-goodbye." Jared was sobbing uncontrollably now, shaking. Christine turned to look at him, tears streaking her face. She sat down next to him and wrapped her arms around him. Jared was shocked, he honestly thought Christine would leave. But she didn't. Instead, she hugged him and cried and wiped his tears away and then she kissed him. 

She kissed him she kissed him she kissed him.

Jared's heart was racing, his whole body was shaking, and he was amazed. She kissed him, him, him, him, him, him, himhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhimhim.

SHE KISSED HIM! THE COMPLETELY ORDINARY JARED KLEINMAN!

And Jared kissed right back.

Damn that's a big closet to fit two people with enough space that they don't even notice eachother

D A M N

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