Regret

{ Seven }

Jimin was always there for me, even I'm always with Jungkook, he's still there. He's there from the very beginning, and it's really dumb of me to never realize from the start.

After half an hour, I finally calmed down and stopped crying. Jimin is still hugging me, and I was quietly sobbing. He noticed I'm more calm now, and he slowly let me go from the hug and lifted my chin so he can see my face.

"Now, tell me what is the reason you cried?" He asked softly, I looked into his hazel eyes, they looked so worried and are waiting for my answers. I was scared to tell him, I looked down. "Is it because of Jungkook?"

I looked back into his eyes, my expression showed him I was shocked. "I was right?" He raised an eyebrow. "You like him don't you?" Jimin continued. I didn't know how to respond, I only nodded.

"And you're hurt because he had a girlfriend, right?" Jimin asked again. The moment he mention the word 'girlfriend' hurts me so much, I looked down, trying not to cry again. "Hey, it's okay." he caressed my hair. 

Jimin sent me home because it was late, he stood at the front gate and wait for me to go inside. I was at the front door, I looked back and saw Jimin, his hands in his pocket. "Call me if you need someone." he said, I nodded and gave a small smile.

I took a long shower, because I was sad and depressed. I was crying in the shower, thinking what I heard earlier. I regretted the chance I didn't take, the relationship I was afraid to take to have, and I took too long to make a move. 

I came out from the shower, feeling all depressed. I'm still sad, but I couldn't do anything to change this. He has a girlfriend, there is nothing I can do to stop this, the only thing I can do, which is face the reality.

It's been 1 month since Jungkook announce that, and the saddest thing is, I feel like Jungkook is not my best friend anymore. Since he had his girlfriend, he rarely comes over to hang out like he usually would. 

Whenever we plan a day out, he would always bring her with him. I had to face it, the sad reality. He seems really happy being with her, but as long Jungkook is happy, I'm happy, for him. 

As the months passed by, I've gotten more closer to Jimin. It feels like he's more a best friend to be than Jungkook, and I'm happy about it. The feelings for Jungkook were slowly fading, and feelings were growing for someone else.

One day Jimin asked me out to go somewhere, he said he have a surprise for me. I got ready and went to the place Jimin ask me to meet up with him, It was at a park. The park was dark when I arrived, I looked at the time and it's already 7:05p.m., Jimin still no where to be seen.

I took my phone out and was ready to call Jimin, suddenly the park was lit with fairy lights, the trees, bushes were all decorated with lights. I was shocked and I didn't move from the same spot for 1 minute.

Then I saw Jimin, he was standing on a higher platform, signaling me to go to him. As I walked closer and closer to the platform, I saw candles in a shape of a heart, and Jimin was standing inside the heart.

He reached his hand out, offering me his hand. I took his hand and stepped into the heart, I looked around and back to Jimin, he was smiling from ear to ear. 

"Soo Min" he started, I looked at him in the eye as he continued. "From the day you transferred to our school, I've already like you, yes, love at first sight. You're so beautiful and so kind, I fell in love with you more and more each and every day. I didn't love you for your looks, but your everything, you're everything I look for in a other half."

I stood there stunned as he was talking. "I'm just as hurt as you are the day Jungkook said he had a girlfriend, and when you cried because of the news you heard. It hurts me to see you cry for someone else, and with me, you'll never have to cry again." He let go of my hand, and bent down on his knees.

He brought up a bouquet of flowers in his other hand, holding it up to me. "Soo Min, will you be my girlfriend?" I was so shocked, I couldn't react. Park Jimin, the guy I also liked when I transferred to the new school, he was perfect, and still perfect now.

Jimin was still on his knees, waiting for my respond. I looked down on him, I took a deep breath and took the flowers from him and gave my answer, "Yes, I will." He widen his eyes while I smiled happily at him, he got up and gave me a big, warm hug.