Regret

{ Thirteen }

I laid back on the seat, still a little sad that the fact that Jungkook really left us, left me. Jimin was sitting next to me at the drivers seat. He insist to bring me home, because he scared something might happen to me if I walked home alone. 

I shut my eyes to relax myself, but all I see was the sight of Jungkook. 

Moments later, I felt the car stopped. I slowly opened my eyes and I unbuckled the seat belt, when I was about to get off, I realized we're not at the front gate of my house, instead, it was Jungkook's empty home.

I stopped, sadness and angry mixed inside of me. "Why are we here?" I asked. He didn't reply. Suddenly, the front door of the empty house swung open, I hoped the one who comes out would be Jungkook, but I knew it couldn't be him, he left in my sight.

A figure walked out, and it was Taehyung. He walked to the car with something in his hands, he was flipping it, trying to see what's inside. When he reached the window of the car, Jimin rolled the window down.

"This is for you. Jungkook texted me before he left to tell me to find this for you." I looked at the envelope from Taehyung and thanked him. Then he waved us goodbye and went back to his house.

Jimin then started driving back to my house. I held the envelope in my hands, my name was written on the surface of the envelope, it was really neat.

I keep starring at the envelope for the whole journey back home, and finally, we reach the front of my house. "Um...Thanks Jimin.." I said, not daring to look at him. "No problem." He replied. I got off his car and walked to the front door, before I enter I looked back once more, Jimin's car was still there. I waved him goodbye before taking out my keys.

I entered the house, and no one was home, that's when I realize my parents went out to have dinner. I didn't have the appetite to eat anyways. I walked up to my room lifelessly, I closed the door behind me and took out the envelope that was left behind by Jungkook.

I opened it and started reading it. 

{ Letter }

To my best friend Soo Min, I'm sorry I have to write this for you, and I'm sorry you have to read this letter. I'll be leaving Korea, and by the time you sees this, I might have already got to another country.

I can't tell you why I have to leave, because I don't want you to be too concerned about me, and I don't know when will I be back, yet.

Remember that one girl I told you about? The girl I liked for a really long time? She's reading this letter, right now. I'm sorry I couldn't tell you earlier, it was because I didn't want to ruin our friendship, and I can see that Jimin too, really likes you. So I wanted him to happy, with you. 

I thought getting a girlfriend myself would help me lose feelings for you, but as time passed, I realized my feelings for you were getting stronger.. and my ex didn't cheat on me, it was just an excuse because I didn't know what else to tell you.

Soo Min, I promise I will come back, I will come back for you, because I love you very much.But until then, will you also promise to wait for me? There's a necklace in the envelope, it has your name on it, and it is my last gift for you, for now.

Wait for me Soo Min, wait for me to come back. Give me Another Chance to meet you, to love you again. I will come back, just for you.. I Love You.

- Jungkook

{ End of Letter }

I sat on the floor, my hands fell on my tights, they felt weak, tears streamed down my cheeks like a waterfall. "He liked me too...Everything will be different if I had the courage to confess first..." I said as I hit myself on the head, "Why didn't I do it?!?!" I screamed at myself, I was angry at myself.

I looked at the letter again. 'But until then, will you also promise to wait for me?' "Yes Jungkook, Of course I will wait for you..." I said as a tear fell on the paper. I looked into the envelope again, and I saw the necklace Jungkook mentioned in his letter.

I took it out and wore it. 

I'll wait for you Jungkook, no matter how long it takes for you to come back, I'll wait.. I love you too.